Late night thoughts

/That boy/

Okay so there is this boy... I don't know how to feel. He makes me happy but sick at the same time. He kissed me when he had a girlfriend.

I know, I know. I feel sick thinking about him. But he continues to ask to kiss me I tell him no. I told him no when he did it... but everyone hates me because of what happened.

I don't think I can be friends with this kid anymore he makes me sick to my stomach. But I'm confused...