Never Let You Down | Book 1

Chapter 18 "At The End Of The Day I Still Love You"

Continuation From Last Time...

I kicked Shontelle out my house and went running after Bey, I hopped in my car and drove straight to Beys house praying that's where she is, I see her car parked outside when I pull up, so I know she's here, when I got upstairs to her apartment door I knocked hoping she opens it, a few seconds passed and the door finally opened, but it's Kelly.

"oh good it's you, I'm glad you here, what the hell did you do to Bey?" she asked immediately crossing her arms looking upset.

"uh, I can't get into that right now kellz, I just need to talk to her, can you let me in"

"No, Bey just stormed up in here upset and slamming doors and sh¡t, she's in her room right now with Angie just crying her eyes out because of something you did, she's crying so hard she can't speak to tell us what's wrong, so what did you do?"

"Something stupid, really stupid, and I need to apologize to her for it, so can I please come in and talk to her, pleease"

"Jay she specifically said not to let you in, she obviously doesn't wanna talk to you"

"but I need to talk to her Kelly, please, it's really important that I talk to her now before she stars jumping to conclusions and never wanna speak to me again"

"why would she never wanna speak to you again?, what the hell did you do?"

I sighed. "it's more like what I didn't do, what I didn't tell her"

"and that was?"

I sighed deeply. "Remember a couple weeks ago when Shontelle crashed my party and dropped a bomb claiming she's pregnant by me?"

"uh, yeaa"

"Well I went to the doctor with her a couple days ago and found out she was telling the truth, I saw with my own eyes that she's really carrying a baby, my baby"

"what!?, oh my gosh, Jay, are you serious right now"

"dead serious, and I did the math and everything after the doctor told me the date of conception, and it adds up" I said sighing. "she's really pregnant with my kid"

"woww" Kelly said in total shock. "so uh, what, you told Bey and she got upset?"

"well not exactly, I didn't tell her, but I tried, I really did, I just felt there was never the right time to tell her some f*cked up news like this, but when I finally was about to tell her we got interrupted by Shontelle, and during them arguing she blurted it out to Bey, she told her before I could even get the words out"

"oh my GOD!, Jay you didn't even tell her yourself, damn man, so she had to hear it from that raggedy hoes mouth instead of yours" She shook her head at me. "no wonder she's crying so hard, she's hurt"

I sighed. "I know kellz, that's why I really need to talk to her, I need her to know I wanted to tell her myself, and that I really tried, and that I'm super sorry, and I'll do my best to make it up to her, whatever she wants, and I need to talk to her before she makes up her mind that she's done with me for real, Kelly please, I just need to explain myself, I don't want her to think I tried to hide it from her"

Kelly sighed. "Jay maybe you should just give her a little time to digest this first, right now she's really angry and hurt, if you go in there she's gonna be really upset, and she might say some things that she'll regret, and you might say something you'll regret, and then things will just be worse, so just come back tomorrow or something"

"Kelly I can't, I'm gonna drive myself crazy if I don't talk to her, I need to apologize and beg for her to forgive me, Kelly please, I don't wanna lose her because of this huge mistake I've made"