Never Let You Down | Book 1

Chapter 12 "Recovery And Other Things"

Bey's P.O.V.

*** 4 weeks later***

So Jay was finally released from the hospital 2 weeks ago, and I threw a little welcome back party for him, inviting only his close and real family & friends, he was a little upset because he didn't want me to do that because he was still in a lot of pain and can't do much, but he still enjoyed himself and his company at the party and thanked me for throwing it for him later that night, but it's not what you're probably thinking, we just made out and felt each other up, that's really all we can do considering his circumstance, Dr Collins said he could still re injure himself if he does to much with his injuries.

But anyways a lot has happened in that time, his condo is finally finished being renovated and he's moved back in, its really really nice, flashy, comfy and decked out to fit his artistic style, he loves how it's decorated exactly like he wanted it, I've been staying here with him these last few weeks playing the in house nurse and maid role, you know taking care of him, cooking, cleaning, feeding him, helping him get dressed, helping him shower, helping him go to the bathroom, cleaning his wounds, re bandaging him up, taking him to his doctor appointments, making sure he takes his medicine, making sure he's comfortable and in as less pain as possible, basically tending to his every need while he's slowly going through the healing process, after coming out the coma he had to learn how to walk again, and he's doing pretty well now, he's walking again slowly but surely, and he's been doing physical therapy classes like Dr Collins suggested for him to strengthen his arm/shouler and his walking, so he goes twice a week, umm what else?, OH!, I broke up with Will finally and he took it pretty hard, maybe because I didn't have the guts to break it off with him face to face, I just left a envelope with a letter and the engagement ring he gave me in it with his roommate Jayson to give to him, it basically just said I'm really sorry and I love you but I can't be with you so it's over in a really nice way of course, but he's been calling me non-stop and leaving messages every since, and that was four weeks ago, I hope he just moves on though, it's not like our relationship was perfect anyways, we had a lot of problems, and I know I'm wrong for not dealing with him and breaking it off face to face with him but I can't face him because I know he really does love me, and I really didn't wanna hurt him because I honestly do love him too, but I just love Jay more, so I can't worry about him anymore, my heart wants what it wants and that's Jay, speaking of Jay, we're laying up together right now on his couch in the living room watching TV.

"baby I'm thirsty, can you get me a soda or something?" Jay asked.

"mhm" I said getting up and going to grab him a cold soda from out the refrigerator, I brought it back to him and opened it for him before sitting back down.

"here you go baby" I said handing it to him.

"thank you" he said sipping some then sitting it on the coffee table.

I laid back on the couch up under him. "welcome" I said laying my head on his stomach while watching the TV again, I ate a handful of my caramel popcorn out the bag.

"can I have some?" Jay asked looking down at me.

"mhm" I said grabbing a handful to feed him some.

"nsh, toss em up and I'll catch em in my mouth" he said.

I laughed. "okay" I said sitting up some, then one by one I tossed a popcorn kernel at his mouth, he kept missing em though, I laughed at him still trying to catch at least one in his mouth but he hasn't caught not one, they all fall on the floor or his face.

"oh ha, ha, ha, let me try and toss one in your mouth, I bet you won't catch it either" he said.

"I bet I can" I said.