Continuation From Last Time...
"sh¡t!" Jay yelled knocking everything off his dresser onto the floor. "this is some f*cking bullsh¡t man!" I heard him yell upset.
I sighed deeply stopping dead in my tracks outside his room door, I stood in the hallway just thinking for a second.
Bey, do you really wanna leave?, NO, you love that man, flaws & all you love him, can't no other man love you as deep as he loves you or treat you as well as he does, he needs you right now just as much as you know you need him, don't be stupid and lose the best thing you've ever had or can have in the future because your scared and upset, don't be a lil b¡tch, boss up, because I'll be damned if you let that slutty ass b¡tch Shontelle get the last laugh. I thought giving myself a small needed pep talk.
I sighed again and turned around walking back into Jay's room, he was now sitting on the edge of the bed with his head down sulking, I dropped my bag on the floor intentionally causing him to look up.
"Bey?" he said hopping up, he quickly walk over to me and hugged me. "your back, please tell me your not leaving me BeyBey" he said holding me tight.
I smiled feeling his warm embrace as I hugged him back. "I'm not leaving you Jay" I said.
He exhaled letting me go. "thank God, I love you so much baby and I couldn't handle losing you, I'm sorry about all of this" he said looking directly into my eyes.
"it's ok Jay, I guess I can't really be that mad at you since she was your girlfriend at the time y'all slept together. but I am still upset that the slut might be pregnant by you, I hate that b¡tch and wish she'd just disappear off the face of Earth, but you might be the father of her alleged 'baby' now" I said making sure to use air quotes.
Jay sighed."I know Bey, and I'm so sorry, I wasn't thinking straight when I f*cked that girl again, I was just stressed and needed a quick nut at the time, I didn't think about her possibly getting pregnant or nothing, I was being careless, and I'm sorry, really sorry" he said holding my hand.
"I know, and it's ok, I forgive you baby"
"yea" he smiled, but then it faded. "but what if she is actually pregnant with my child Bey, what am I gonna do?" he said sitting on the bed.
I sat next to him. "your gonna be there for your kid and help her take care of it every step of the way Jay"
"yea I know, of course I'll be there for my child, but will that affect our relationship, will you still be with me?" he asked looking at me with wary.
"Jay, don't I stick by your side through everything you go through"
"yea, bu-"
"ok then" I said cutting him off. "this is no different, well it is kind of different because there's a child involved, but it doesn't matter, and doesn't change the fact that I love you and always will, so if you are in fact the father of her supposed child, though I really don't want you to be, I'll still stay by your side and be there for you because I know you'd do the same for me if the tables were turned"
"even through all the bullsh¡t we'll get put through?" he asked.
I sighed. "man it's gon be a lot of Bullsh¡t with that broad, I know it" I said rubbing my temples. "but yea, I'm riding wit you till the end. isn't that what Bonnie would do, Clyde" I said using our little inside joke nick names.
He smiled. "yup, my rida till death. I love you, Bonnie" he said seriously.
"I love you too" I said smiling, he leaned in and kissed me sweet but passionately, I didn't hesitate kissing him back either, the kiss quickly deepened and I started yanking on his button up dress shirt, popping the buttons before pulling it off him, he pushed us back onto the bed and climbed on top of me, he started pulling down my romper, things were getting really hot till we heard a knock at his room door, but it was already open, so we both looked the direction of the door and saw Kelly standing in the doorway smirking at us.
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