What started as a friendship, and alcohol,
Ended in pain, it ended in an "off-you-go."
Letting go is not something I was good at,
You made it easier, I wanna thank you for that.
Just now, it was that I realized the fact that,
I am so much more than what you can get,
Not because I am such great of a person,
But 'cause unlike you, I am not one to worsen.
I thrive and push to be my better self,
While all you do is making me doubt myself.
Am I not allowed to have fun, to feel like
I am finally in for one hell of a splendid ride?
Need I be reminded that you have moved on,
With a guy who crushes your beliefs head on,
Who takes you on a hunting all night long?
Enough...
Words were muttered, kisses exhanged,
Yet you keep acting like nothing has changed,
And for what? You want a clean victory eh?
So you can ascend to a moral highground,
One that makes you feel oh-so-well proud.
Proud of your actions, which seem justified,
But why? Making my sadness amplified?
You did a great job you know, excellent!
If the goal was to make you irrelevant.
I never thought a second goodbye will happen,
At least not like this, not all of a sudden.
But I can't fucking do this anymore,
If I don't do it now, maybe I'll never do.
-funny how you don't want to hear about someone you once loved
