Features Of Our Future (Fondness s e r i e s #2)

Chapter 21

"Masakit ba 'yung sampal ko?"

Dahan-dahan kong hinawakan ang pisngi niya na ikinabigla niya kaya napasinghap ako at nanlaki ang mata. Gano'n naba kalakas 'yung sampal ko?!or oa lang siya?

He gave me a glare before slightly slap my hands away on his face which made me pouted"you're very professional in that way"

"Tapusin mo kase agad 'yung sasabihin mo"panunumbat ko.Trying to defend myself

We were here at his car in parking lot outside of his father's company. After what happend earlier it was too intense between us. Even now everything was too awkward surrounded us and I was still confused to what is happening

I remain silent for a few second while looking away at the window just to avoid his gaze on me. I wanted him to asked so many things but I was having doubt that it would cause something bad for him

"Spill it"he suddenly said which made me glance at him. He was staring at the steering wheel while waiting for me to speak, he look sincere of listening on my words but i'm still nervous that I will saw again his unfamillar emotion but I want it.. I wanted to know about him more

I let a heavy breathe before face him. He took a short glance of me before lick his lower lips"i wanted to clear everything just happened, okay?"i carefuly said and he nodded

"My really intention is just to look after you because i was really worried"i automatically look away when he glance at me again. Akala ko iiwas agad siya ng tingin pero hindi na niya tinanggal ang atensyon niya sa akin kaya lalo akong kinabahan

"I just didn't expect that your father will be there, I was obviously like you and unfortunately.. you notice it already before I could confess and I just got rejected. Gosh"i said being stress around

I heard him let a short laugh but I argue to look at him back because it may cause me of distraction over his attraction"i'm not fun."I said being pissed off"everything just went epic failed.I'm not yet confessing but I already got rejected how am I supposed to react and feel?seriously?"

Mukhang mas stress pa ako sa sitwasyon na 'to kaysa sa pagsasaulo ng line ko sa mga tapings.

"should i be happy because you still care about me and you never make me feel compare to anybody? or feel hurt because you rejected me. That's too rude of yours"i glare at him and caught him still staring at me piecefuly

"I'm sorry."he sincerely said

"Why?is rejecting was a mistake?"i curiously asked which made him bitterly chuckled for the meantime

"No, i'm sorry because of my dad. Even you don't tell me, I know he said something rude to you"he added

I smile at him"alam mo, sabi ni lola. Hindi mo obligasyon ihingi ng tawad 'yung taong nagkasala sa iba. And your dad did not say something rude actually. He was just concern and being careful"

He sighed"that's the point. His too concern about himself that he can sacrifice everything... everyone"

"I honestly wanted to know everything about you but it seems too hard to achieve"i even laugh bitterly"but atleast you are aware about my feelings for you. Don't worry i'm harmless"

He shook his head like he can't believe that i can't say that to him so I laugh"I won't asked you to earase that feelings for me. But I wanted to put bounderies between us, it's not good for you to be involved with me. Everything connected on my life was complicated and I won't let that ruin you. Understand?"