Features Of Our Future (Fondness s e r i e s #2)

Chapter 26

"Nasaan kaba kase buong mag-hapon kahapon?!"

I sighed while pola are keep nagging me about skipping my whole schedule yesterday and now appearing like nothing happens

I gave her a smile through this mirror infront of me while the make-up artist was putting such a make ups on my face, preparing for my photo shoot

"Pola, don't be exaggerage about my ignorant yesterday. Atleast, I'm here now right?"i told her, smiling before placing the magazine back at the table beside me

She let a frustrated breathe while brushing her hair backwards"If your going to be this insane because of that guy, cut it off already charlie. Hindi na maganda 'to"

That's the last sentence she said before leaving me. I think she's going somewhere to breathe in air because of her stressed over me. I just rolled my eyes and ignore her. I gave the make up artist an apologetic smile but she remain silent even I know that she's been listening earlier

Dapat nga balak ko pa mag-inarte dahil sa mga nangyari kahapon pero pakiramdam ko parang pinarusahan kona ang sarili ko kapag hinayaan ko 'yon mangyari. Dapat sinasanay kona ang sarili ko sa ganito, kaya ngayon napag-desisyonan kong gampanan ang role sa pagpapanggap na okay lang ang lahat

I never bother to tell to anyone about my argument with blake because I know she don't want to spread it also. But then, hindi ko parin nakikita si khavin. His not yet answering my call and text, his also not seening my chats that's why I'm started to get worried more

I immediately got my phone with that thought and massage him in IG

@cha_anndovez: I'm here at my photo shoot grabe parang kahapon lang nag-take ako ng rest day but then here I am. Ow also look this coffee that pola's brought for me!

I was smiling before I took a selfie with an ice coffee that I buy for myself. After taking a picture I automatically send it to him, hoping that he would be able to even saw that. I sighed before placing my phone back at my bag

I was obviously always informing him every inched of seconds happening on my life so he wouldn't be worried about me and I hope, he'll never notice my pretending actions that I'm doing great

"Charlie, let's start"the camera man told me

I just nodded at him and immediately stood up. I once look at my mirror again and forced a smile. Fuck, parang ngayon lang ako hindi nakukunsinti ng peke kong ngiti. Nasa'n naba kase siya?

"Hold this bag and lift your chin up. Ana, paki-ayos ng hair strands ni charlie please"the camera man said

Komportableng nakatayo ako habang hawak hawak ang gucci bag na ito. Pinantay ko ito sa mukha ko habang blanko ang itsurang nakatingin sa camera. I prepared my fierce expression while flexing this bag, wearing a fitted silky pink dress that suited on my skintone. I even flip my hair to have a more style

"Okay, good. Medyo itaas mo 'yung paa mo and crossed your legs slightly"they suggest

I immediately obey them and do what they wanted me to do. I was wearing a high heels but I manage to do the pose they wanted. Pero mabilis akong nakaramdam ng ngalay kaya nawalan ako ng balanse at muntikan pang matumba buti nalang ay agad kong naitapak sa sahig ang paa ko ang kaso nabitawan kona 'yung bag kaya dismayadong napatingin sa akin ang mga staff lalo na 'yung camera man

"S-sorry! Gosh, I skip a lot of meal yesterday that's why.. I'm sorry"i even gave them a apologetic smile and slightly bow my head before getting the bag from the floor because no one mind to get it for me