Why Did I Fall In Love With You?

The Beginning

23 Mar 2006                  Sunny

He appeared today… just, came back for shower before he leaves again. To where, we have absolutely no idea. As usual there's is this awkward silence between us. I don't remember when, but I've slowly close the barrier that surrounds me, including towards my own parents. My life now only involves myself and my education. Even in my own class, I choose to keep to myself. To me, I don't belong there… to them; I guess I’m not really welcomed at all either. That one girl who as from a class that thinks they're better, a class that doesn't communicate much with them. One that was supposed to have graduated already. No one attempted to talk to me at all, I was just there on my own, talking to the teachers who once believed that I would have no problems with the papers at all. I couldn't imagine the disappointment that they must have felt at that point where the results was being released. I don't actually know how I should feel towards them either. I know I don't have the time to cry over it, because I have to re-do all the things that I failed at for the past year, I feel sorry for the teachers that have worked so hard for me all this time. I really don't know what to feel…. besides I'm such a failure….

25 Mar 2006                  Sunny

As every other weekend that I have, I'm on the internet searching for information to do my report. As a Food & Nutrition student, that's what I do most of the time. Just as I was having troubles with the graph that I need for the report, a voice from the television outside caught my attention. It was a high dragging note, which from my choir days I can tell it's not easy to do. It took me quite a while to recover from my daze, and then I realize, I have to know whose voice that actually was. But by the time I reach the television, I was a little too late. But since it was an album, I assume it should be repeated quite often. Truth is, I was wrong. Since that moment, that voice was stuck in my head. Whenever the TV is on, I would pay more attention to listen if that voice appeared again.