"Over my dead body" I roll my eyes and began walking away. He grabbed my hand, pulling me towards him. "Please." He begged. "This is so fucking dumb. Alright fine, where do we start..." I smirk.
**
- Katie may a senior, going through he last year of...
"So, did you take the pill this morning?" My mom asked. I drop my fork on my plate.
"Did you have to ask that now?" I put my hands on my head. "Uhm I clean up dinner" Steve grabbed our plates cleaning up. "No, not yet. Did you take my condoms?" I look at her.
"Yeah. Birth controls safer and that means no sec for 7 days." She stood up pushing in her chair. "I mean I can always just do the pull out method." I mumble.
"What?" She asked. "Nothing" I sigh and push in my chair. "I'm going to bed, goodnight." I say walking up the stairs. I go into my room shutting my door. I grab new sheets out of my closet and change them to then make my bed neatly.
Well kinda.
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I strip my clothes and step into the shower shaving, washing my hair and body as I was washing out my hair I was thinking.
I felt as if that 'passionate' kiss Colby gave me made me tell something. Like something that I'd never thought I feel. I've never had someone kiss my like that but when he did it made me happy. But I lied to him... he thinks that I only want his body, but I don't think it's just that anymore. Fuck! I wasn't supposed to catch feelings.
I try to ignore my silly thoughts and I step out and brush my teeth, then brush my hair.
I thought to myself agian. As I picked up a Lacey black bra. I put it on, giving me an idea. Thinking about Colby made me desperate Again.
If I felt like this that means that I definitely don't like Colby. Right? Fuck. Whatever.
I close my eyes laying down trying to get comfortable but I couldn't. Tossing and turning. Eventually I got my eyes to close.
**
"Colby!" I wake up screaming. Water falling from my eyes. Sweating dripping from my forehead. I quickly reached over grabbing my phone. I dialed Colby's number calling him.
"Hello" he raspy voice answered the phone. I clearly woke him up. "Hey" my voiced cracked. "Hey, Katie, are you alright." Colby sounded more alert.
"N-no. I had a nightmare about my mom and what she did." I cried a bit, hugging my knees to mt chest.
"Im coming over" I hear movement into the phone. "N-no no. I- it's okay. I'll be fine" I sniff. "I'm still coming over" he said again.
"Colby n-" I was cut off with the sound of the phone hanging up. I just say there with my knees curled up to me. I leaned my head against the wall closing my eyes.
I haven't had a nightmare since I was 15. Which was when my dad left. The nightmares were a repeat of what my mom did, I had them every night until they eventually went away. My feelings went away.
I don't know what caused them but I ducking hate them I wish they would go away forever.
**
There was a knock at the window. My window. I stood up and unlocked it. Colby stepped in hugging me tightly. "Are your okay?" He asked pitting his hand on the back of my head.
He was wearing some joggers with a hoodie, and some slip in shoes. He definitely rushed.
"Yeah" I layed my head on his chest. My arm wrap around him. "Do you want to talk about it?" He asked as his vice was still a bit raspy.
"Not really. I just want to sleep." I rub my face into his hoodie, his smell made me feel safe. "Alright. I'll lay with you." He kissed my head.
I was a bit shocked at what he had done. But maybe he was just trying to comfort me. I pulled from the hug laying down in my bed and Colby layer next to me over the covers. I scooted close to him, he put his arm around me as I laid my head on his chest.
We sat in silence for about 5 minutes before I finally spoke a word.
"My mom. " I started but couldn't get it out. "Huh?" Colby looked down at me. "My mom she uhm, cheated, which y...you knew. When my dad left she said it was my fault and she..." I stopped as a tear ran down my face.
"It's okay take your time princess" Colby whispered rubbing my loose hair behind my ear. "She hit me, Colby she hit me. Then.. she met a guy and they 'dated' he sexually assaulted me and my mom blamed me for it. It's all her fault Colby." I cried into his chest.
Colby sat there for a minute. Not expecting what I had just said. "Fuck" he mumbled, grabbing my head pulling me closer to him.
Minutes later after I had cried into his hoodie and he comforted me, I was finally getting tired. "Katie" Colby whispered. "Hmm" I hummed as my eyes remained closed.
"I'm sorry. You didn't deserve that and you still don't deserve these nightmares you been having." He whispered. I nodded. "Thanks" I smiled a bit.
I open my eyes and turn my body to my side, instead of my back, facing Colby. He put his hand on my hip.
I looked down at his hoodie that was bit wet due to my tears. "Sorry" I smile a tiny bit. "Eh, it's fine, gives me another reason to take it off." He chuckled lightly not loud though. He slipped his hoodie off throwing onto the floor, cuddling back up with me.
"My dad is coming as you know, I wanted to know if you wanted to join and stay in a hotel with us?" I whispered. He nodded. "Of course" he pulled me close making me feel his body warmth as I cuddled my head into his neck. He rubbed my back as I feel asleep in his arms. —————————————————————————— Sorry for the slow update :(. Like comment and comment please. Daily reminder: your beautiful no matter what anyone says, from curves to no curves from skinny to thick. You are all beautiful and I hope you have an amazing day. :) <3
