It's My Spotlight

Chapter 13

(EAZIE IN THE MM)

Chapter 13:

And don't take this personal
But you're the worst
You know what you've done to me
And although it hurts I know
I just can't keep runnin' away

I don't need you, I don't need you, I don't need you, I don't need you
But I want you
I don't mean to, I don't mean to, I don't mean to, I don't mean to
But I love you

Tell me whatcha say now
Tell me whatcha say?
You said that you would come again
You said that we would remain friends but
You know that I do not depend on
Nothing or no one
So why would you show up
So uninvited then
Just change my mind like that
Please don't take this personal
But you ain't shit
And you weren't special
Til I made you so
You better act like you know
That I been through worse than you
I just can't keep runnin' away

I don't need you, I don't need you, I don't need you, I don't need you
But I want you (But I want you)
I don't mean to, I don't mean to, I don't mean to, I don't mean to
But I love you

Everybody's like
He's no item
Please don't like em
He don't wife em
He one nights em
I never listen, no
I shoulda figured tho
All that shit you was spittin'
So unoriginal
But it was you
So I was with it
And tell you the truth
Wish we never did it

'Cause I usually do
Stick to the business
But you came out the blue
And then you just flipped it
God damn baby
My mind's blown
I be forgettin'
You live in a different time zone
I think I know what this is
It's just the time's wrong
Yeah, I know what you did
But baby I'm grown
And my love is patient
And kind, and shit
If this is real we can build
And do different types of shit
If you was really the realest
Wouldn't be fightin' it
I think your pride is just
In the way
Funny how everything changed
Once you got all that you wanted
Nothing was ever the same

Jhene Aiko – The Worst

            The next morning, I woke up feeling a lot better.  I missed Korbin a little bit, but by the way he was calling me, I knew pretty soon I was going to be changing my number sometime soon.

            I looked to my side to find Eazie knocked out asleep still. Pause, no we did not have sex. Eazie and I started talking heavily last night, and then he started pouring himself drinks like crazy.  Before I knew it, I was sober and he was drunk off of his ass. He could not drive and he couldn’t even tell me where he stayed so I had to bring him here.

            I rolled out of bed and began cooking breakfast.  I cooked a simple breakfast which consisted of eggs, bacon, and chocolate chip pancakes with orange juice and a side of fruits.  I heard Eazie walking around my housing questioning where the hell he was. “Please don’t let her be ugly, please don’t let her be ugly. I think I fucked up.” I heard Eazie whispering to himself as he walked closer towards the kitchen just as I put food on his plate.