It's My Spotlight

Chapter 11

(just a warning, this is a really long chapters. It's a good chapter too thought ;) ) (Chanelle in the MM)

Chapter 11:

Cuz I could be a whole lot of things,
go on and clip my wings
Be a pissed drunk b*tch of a whore
Running around, hope that maybe you save me,
Throw you few curve balls
Act like a broken doll
and just say fuck it all

Fuck it all (3x),
Fuck it all (3x)
Fuck it all (3x)
Fuck it all, I said fuck it all

Got my heart on the edge of my seat
Dont wanna break it anymore then already is
Pieces of the me on the floor but I got them all
I wont let this rob me of my joy
I got a restart to what I said fuck it all

Elle Varner – F*ck It All

I didn’t say a word. I just wiped the tears away from my eyes and walked past him into Brielle’s room. “Brielle, baby, pack your stuff for me, okay? We have to go home.” I said.

            “But why? I like it here better.” Brielle pouted. She looked so cute, but I had to turn her down this time.

            “I’m sorry, baby, but we have to go.” I said sorrowful looking her in the eyes.

            “Is something wrong?” She asked.

            Why did she have to ask so many damn questions? Before I could respond, I felt Korbin’s presence beside me. “That’s what I’m trying to figure out too, Brielle. You don’t have to pack anything, Brielle, your momma is trippin’ that’s all.” Korbin said.

            I turned to him and just glared at him. I was cussing him out 100 mph in my head.  You shut the fuck of you lying son of a bitch. You don’t tell my daughter what to do. I’m not tripping, you just fucking up! “You’re not involved in this, stay out of it.” I turned to Brielle. “Pack.”

            “But I don’t want to.” Brielle pouted before bursting into tears and turning red in the face. “I don’t want to leave Daddy.”

            Korbin glared at me for a moment then he stepped to Brielle and picked her up.  “Stop all that crying, sweetie.” He said sweetly rubbing the tears from her eyes.

            Brielle sniffled and tried wiping the tears from the back of her hand, but they kept falling from her eyes. “I don’t w-wanna g-goooo.” She cried.

            “You’re not leaving me. I told you your mom is tripping.” He said as I rolled my eyes boldly. He saw me do it too. I leaned up against the door frame and watched the little show. Korbin had Brielle wrapped around her fingers.

            Brielle looked at me with glossy eyes. “Mommy, I’m sorry. I just like it here better with Daddy.” She pouted her bottom lip.