It's My Spotlight

Chapter 15

Chapter 15:

How many times you've been calling me?
Talking 'bout how you love me babe
I notice in your eyes that your talk is cheap
I gotta get you out of my brain

But your words in love with me
But you fell in love with the game
How many times I'm gon let you in
When I know, I know, I know, I know things ain't gonna change.

Cause you're my, you're my, you're my, you're my devil
I'm tryna stay away but I don't want to
Damn you got me caught up in your fire
You're burning through my heart but it don't matter
Cause you're my, you're my, you're my, you're my devil,
I'm tryna stay away but I don't want to
Cause I want you and I need you
You're my devil
You're my devil, devil, devil, devil, devil, devil, devil
Devil, devil, devil, devil, devil, devil, devil

I gotta detox you out of my life,
This has to come to an end,
But when it comes time for me to let you go,
Your gravity pulls me in
You took my body so good and your love turned backward [?]
And your swagga's on a thousand and my brain [?]
How many times I'm gon let you in
When I know, I know, I know, I know things ain't gonna change.

Cause you're my, you're my, you're my, you're my devil
I'm tryna stay away but I don't want to
Damn you got me caught up in your fire
You're burning through my heart but it don't matter
Cause you're my, you're my, you're my, you're my devil,
I'm tryna stay away but I don't want to
Cause I want you and I need you
You're my devil
You're my devil

I lost my way
I need you with me.
I lost my way
I need you with me.

If pain is pleasure then why does my heart still feel sad
It hurts like hell but I always keep coming back

Cause you're my, you're my, you're my, you're my devil
I'm tryna stay away but I don't want to
Damn you got me caught up in your fire
You're burning through my heart but it don't matter
Cause you're my, you're my, you're my, you're my devil,
I'm tryna stay away but I don't want to
Cause I want you and I need you
You're my devil
You're my devil, devil, devil, devil, devil, devil, devil
Devil, devil, devil, devil, devil, devil, devil
Devil, devil, devil, devil, devil, devil, devil
Devil, devil, devil, devil, devil, devil, devil.

 

1 Week Later

The fact that Mia had naked pictures of me inside her phone horrified me because I could tell that she was crazy and she probably would release them to the media. It didn’t even help that when she called me threatening and snapping at me, Eazie took my phone from me wanting to know who was on the other end making tears appear in my eyes.  She thought it was Korbin that grabbed the phone now I’m pretty sure she released those pictures were released to the media, but I’m trying to remain positive, after all, I have a daughter to think for.

            I was trying my hardest not to think about that because today was the day of my photo shoot with Simon Lion. Earlier in the week, I received three tickets in the mail to fly me and two guests out to New York City. I knew it was Simon Lion’s photography studio because of the return the address.  I chose to take Sharon and Brielle. I needed to be with my girls to have a couple of laughs and keep my mind off the stress.

            We flew out to New York City, and when I got to the hotel room that Simon preserved for us, I found my outfit, for the photo shoot, lying on my bed.  On the outfit was a white card and written in black was ‘Fifty Shades of Bae’.  I smiled and put down the card. I had to rush, take a shower, and be ready because pretty soon, a car would be parked outside the building and it would transport me to the studio. (One of Chanelle’s modeling pictures in the MM)