dear james potter,
it's been two days since you told me. two days since you pulled me aside and told me that our relationship was over.
hey, i can't lie. i'm happy for you and lily. i know how long you've been chasing after her and it looks like you finally got the girl, go you!
quick question, though. why did that mean that you had to break my heart? why the fuck would you make me fall in love with you, why would you kiss me, why would you make me believe that someone cared about me for the first time in a long time, if you would leave me in an instant for lily?
i have nothing against her. she seems perfect, really, she does. hell, i'd date her if i wasn't gay.
i hate how you make me feel. i hate the power you have over me. i hate how you can somehow make me feel like i was the only person in the world. i hate how i felt when i was with you. i hate how i was on cloud 9 with you, only for you to send me plummeting back down to earth.
i hate you james potter.
but i love you.
signed,
R.A.B.
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RomanceDEJA VU | JEGULUS "so, when you gonna tell her that we did that too?" status, finished 12/24/21 edited, 01/12/23 category, marauders shipfic written by, nyx
