Renesmee's POV
After Jake leaves I run to my room, shut the door and bury myself under my covers. Then I let it all out I scream and cry into my pillow until I don't have any tears left. It had to be done, I tell myself, Jake and I were just with each other out of habit. Still it hurt I knew it would, I just didn't think it would be this bad. It feels like someone carved out a piece of me with a hot knife. The worst part was him admitting that he was with someone else.
"Aww don't waste tears on him he wasn't worth it anyway" Isabelle said in my head.
"Shut up!" I scream
"Hey don't snap at me I'm not the one who's been screwing around behind your back" her voice echoes. I get my iPod off the dresser and jam the headphones in my ears. I turn the volume up as high as it can go eventually I fall asleep.
"I'm sorry and I know how horrible this is going to sound but... I didn't want to betray you like that" Jake says, anger fills my lungs and I almost choke on it. I turn around and look at the table. "It just happened we didn't mean for it to happen, it just did" he said.
'We?' I can't believe he just said that, I know he's with someone else but does he really have to rub it in my face. I see a knife on the table and before I know it it's in my hand. Jake is still rambling out his stupid apology, and each word just pisses me off even more. Especially the word sorry, he's said it forty times already.
"Look Ness I'm really sor-" he coughs up blood and falls to his knees.
It takes me a second to realize that I threw the knife right into his stomach. I walk over to him and yank it out, then I stab him. I keep stabbing him until there's blood everywhere. And I'm covered in it, it feels good to hurt him, to watch the betrayal in his eyes each time the knife went in. Then I hear yelling, a girl yelling stop, then I hear my parents saying my name. That's when I realize what this is, I stand up drop the knife and squeeze my eyes shut.
My eyes flash open and I sit up blink a few times and look at my hands and arms. The blood is gone "wasn't that better than listening to all those sappy break up songs. Your welcome" Isabelle said in my head.
"Sweetheart are you okay?" Mom asks making me realize that she and daddy are here.
"You were screaming in your sleep" Daddy said concern heavy in his voice
"Was it another dream?" Mom asks.
I hug her and cry "Jake and I broke up" I said against her chest.
"What!?" they said at the same time
"Why? How?" they said confused, I sit up and wipe my eyes.
"After we came back I could feel things were different then Jake... he met someone. We were both just... going through the motions" I said breaking down again.
"He met someone when?" Mom said making me look at her. I didn't mean to say that, I look down and don't answer "I'm gonna kill him" Mom said standing up.
"Mom don't" I said but she ignores me and leaves, I sigh and put my head in my hands. When I look back up daddy is still here with me.
"Aren't you going with her?" I ask
"I think Jacob is going to have his hands full dealing with your mother. Someone should be here to take care of you" he said. I smile, hug him and unfortunately start crying again. Thankfully daddy doesn't say anything he just holds me and lets me cry.
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Blood-Trail {Sequel to Sideaffects}
FanfictionIt's been a year since all the craziness with Isabelle and her brother Ian. Renesmee's life has been going pretty good, her best friend Stephanie moved to town and she's been going to a school not too far from home. Her dad has come to accept her an...
