Seven Monsters (BTS x Reader)

Chapter Twenty: Vulnerable

18+ warning ig. Just a little steamy.

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"Hey, mom."

You stand under a tree, in front of a burial. In your hands are white roses and you kneel, placing them on her grave. "How's heaven treating you? Do they sell your favorite donuts up there?" Silence as the chilly autumn air breezes against you. 

"I wonder if dad is up there with you too... whoever put you in front of the doorstep must've gotten to him too right? Fuck mom I'm so confused. I swear the guys might've killed you but a third party shows up and brings you instead. Does this mean they didn't? But if they did, shit I don't think I could ever forgive them."

You let out a sigh and sit down as golden leaves fall from their trees. "Sorry I shouldn't be talking about certain doom at your grave. It's been a crazy six months. Can you believe that? Just only six months. Nathan's fine, the guy's gave him a nice home. Although he doesn't remember us. I can't agree whether that's for the better or worse...." 

Tears threaten to spill from your eyes as you look up to the sky. "Mike doesn't even remember me. Despite being surrounded by seven hot vampire men I feel so alone. I don't have any friends and-..."

No...you do have friends. BTS are your friends. 

'You're their mate.' 

You smile back on the grave and rub your arm. "They can be a bit chaotic mom. Frankly, they were freaking terrifying when I first met them. I mean hell can you blame me? But they can be really funny as well. Just like the other day Taehyung was dared to wake Yoongi up at two in the morning. Min Yoongi has never looked more terrifying." 

You let out an audible sigh and hug yourself. 

"Even Namjoon, buff daddy let me sleep in his room one night and he was completely shirtless. Then he got the bright idea to grab my boobs in his sleep or so he claims. Regardless he woke up with my foot in his stomach." You let out little giggles and hear leaves crunching behind you. You turn around to see Namjoon walking up the hill to you. 

"Are you really telling your mother the time I accidentally grabbed your boobs?" 

"Yeah uh huh suuure 'accidentally," you said, air quoting. He just scoffs then smirks. "I especially love the part where you called me buff daddy." Your cheeks burn and you turn back to your mother's grave. Namjoon kneels beside you, placing flowers down too. They're tiny, pretty, and yellow. 

"What flowers are those?" you asked, curiously. 

"Purple hyacinth," he answers. You tilt your head to the side, confused about why yellow flowers would be called purple. Oh well, you're not a florist. 

"Thanks for giving her some flowers, I'm sure she loves them." 

Namjoon also takes a seat beside you, glancing down the hill. "Does she love the view too? I made sure we buried her in a nice spot." You nod, smiling as you turn to face the path for the hill. "Yeah she always loved the sceneries, but I know she's not happy she's not buried with my dad, if he's dead that is."