Everything Has Changed

Last Kiss

... Unfortunately when they did it, with swift moves she pushed both of them away and grabbed a knife. Joe looked up and froze at her movements. She was now pointing at them with the knife. The tears made their appearance once again and she couldn't just hold them back. She wanted to die. She didn't deserve life after what she did. Selena was scared and didn't move past from there. She was just looking at a completely different Taylor.

Don't come close to me! She shouted when Joe took some little steps closer. What she was doing was over the limits of sane! Joe's heart was beating fast, at the watch of his beautiful girl once content and excited about everything, now being vulnerable and almost depressed, trapped into a cage she made by herself.

"Taylor you don't want to do it...I know you don't want. Please put that knife bac-" she cut him off

With her face now red because of crying and her mouth almost dry
"I have nothing else...all of us will be dead one day. Why not to put an end in mine, earlier?!" she cried

Joe was speechless at her words "Darling, it wasn't your fault that the baby didn't make it...you had no idea you had a baby. If you had, you wouldn't do that. How can you not see that it wasn't your fault?"he took a step closer again

"STAY THERE! "she screamed and her voice cracked as she pointed him with the knife

"Taylor...you don't have to do this... Why don't we just sit and talk for a while? It will make you feel better" he said calmly

"Do you think I can talk to you!?! YOU!? You who betrayed me!?! All of these are happening because of you!! If you weren't cheating on me, we would never have broken up, we would still be together, we wouldhave  found out about the kid together, and none of these would have ever happened!! BUT YOU DECIDED THAT I WASN'T ENOUGH FOR YOU! "her voice was trembling and so her hand with the knife

"I never cheated...why can't you just understand that? You know I hate lies-" he took one more step closer

"I SAID STAY THE FUCK THERE!"

"Taylor babe...this is insane... Don't do that to yourself. I know you don't want to do it. It's just an outburst which is sensible. You're right wanting to cry, sob and be sad. I know this experience is not the best. You just had an miscarriage you didn't choose. But you do not deserve to do this to yourself. Look at your hand. It's not even stabilized. You're shaking, you don't want to-"

He paused and quickly, with a long jump, he ended up in front of her. He grabbed her waist and her right hand with the knife, and tried to take it away from her hands, but her grasp was tight. Without wasting time, Selena ran did her best to take the knife. Finally although Taylor was screaming, crying, cursing as if she was insane, Selena managed to take it and placed it in a drawer.

Joe was holding Taylor tight in his hug while she was punching him to let her go. He wouldn't do that. This time, she wasn't okay. He could not let her sadness beat her, and control her the way she wants.
So, he just lifted her up in his arms, and told Selena, to go and get rid of every blade, sharp piece was in Taylor's room. She nodded an ran towards there.
I'm just wondering where did my baby go...i want to go and find it.. She cried on Joe's chest.

It was so tough for him to see her like this. If he could, he would have taken this pain off of her chest. He just held her tighter in his arms. He knew that after this, he had to show her how much he cares and loves her. It might be a chance to get her back.

What is his priority now, is Taylor.
He kissed her forehead and let her cry on his shirt. He didn't care if she was going to stain it. He just wanted her to be okay.

Suddenly, Selena came in and said that the room was now clear. He nodded and with slow steps while still holding her, he got in the room and lied her on the bed. When he was about to leave, she pulled his shirt and told him to not go. He smiled and lied next to her, with his arm, wrapped around her shoulder. She lied her head on his chest and wrapped her hands around his stomach. She wanted him close. He was the father of this baby, and she couldn't deny that. She needs him close to her. At least for now. She couldn't be alone in that room with her thoughts. She was probably going to jump into the empty space from the balcony, or something. She knew she was going to do something crazy and Selena wouldn't be able to prevent her.