Everything Has Changed

I Remember It All Too Well

(TW: BLOOD//VIOLENCE//RAPE)

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The next morning, they are sleeping so innocently on the soft mattress, tied in a hug. Today's the first day of August. Different month, different experiences and adventures.

Taylor, wakes up to the sound of the birds and cicadas. She opens her eyelashes slowly, and the shining rays of the sun, enter the room, blinding her a little.

A silent yawn escapes her mouth, and her hands go to clear her blur vision from sleep. She looks up, and her eyes met her beau angel. He's so handsome when he sleeps.
She can't just look at him, he's such a lure, and she places her hand on his right cheek, caressing it. His beard makes him sexier. She smiles and pulls out of his hug slowly, trying to not wake him up. She sits up and leaves her back fall behind. Her eyes focused on him and only him.

She's lost in her million thoughts by just looking at him. She giggles and touches the silky hair of his.

How did I get this lucky to have him in my life? No one has ever treated me like he does. He's so perfect and...perfect and...perfect. I wish I wasn't the mess I am, and I wish I...i could return him the happiness he gives me daily. I really wish that...
I know it's a big step, but I'm thinking of asking him if he wants to commence a cohabitation with me. I don't know how to tell him, and I'm afraid he'll turn it down.
Oh my angel...this is our 7th month together. Is it wrong that I'm dreaming of us in the future? Married in a big house, with one kid, and many many cats.
Speaking of a long lasting wedding, what are my parents doing? To say the truth...i miss them...a lot. I know I shouldn't but...they raised me up. I can not, not love them even a little bit. Even if I am extremely mad at them still. If only they knew about the incident with Jake...(laughs)...they would have killed his ass for what he did to their daughter,wouldn't they?

Joe wakes up too, at the soft moves he feels on his chest. He growled and opened his eyes, just to see Taylor starring at him with a sweet but painful grin. He smiles too and places a small kiss on the back of her palm.
He surprised her by being awake and already so sweet. Maybe it's because it's morning or because of their yesterday's activities. Or just because he's always that kind and such a gentleman.

"Good morning babe" he says with his sleepy voice and yawns

"Good morning love" she said

"How do you feel?"

"Refreshed and happy. What about you?"

"You could say the same" he says.
There's a pause till he noticed something on her
"I really like your hickeys"

"You're getting dirty now" she chuckled

"It's the truth though." he smiled "I wonder what my back must be like now"

"I don't know but...I've left you many love bites I see" she smirks

"Your wrists are still red from the ropes" he raises an eyebrow cunning

"Well yeah, it kinda hurts but I'm fine" she said

"It was beautiful last night" he sighs and strokes her bare thigh

"Indeed, it was wonderful" they chuckled

"Do we have any plans for today?" he asks

"First to pick up the kids from your mother's place. Then come back, have lunch, play with the children, watch TV and...i don't know."

"Cool"

They do not talk for a while, neither look at each other. Actually Taylor glares at the ceiling and Joe the wall across him. God knows what they were thinking into these two little minds. He just continues stroking her right thigh while they are both lost somewhere.
Suddenly, Taylor felt the need to talk to him finally about the old incident, but she doesn't know how to start. She trusts him and he has to know. She's sure about him now and feels comfortable with him.