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I was alive .
Lost.
Confused.
I was with Chresanto , though .
I was happy.
Today , I was going to pop up at Chresanto's house . It was Friday & all I wanted to do was get out the house and be with him . School? Could be better . . I don't have that many friends anyway. My grades are good , and it's not like I've been ditching or anything . I just been kickin' it with Chresanto and his guys . Kayla actually got accepted into a recent college here in Atlanta as well . My brother , Jaun got this new girlfriend . . . I don't know . Life has just been easier for all of us . I was happy. . I think that's all that matters .
I slipped on my clothes & my sandals then grabbed my car keys and headed to the car .
"Where you headed , Ms.Fancy?," My brother asked .
" Out with Chresanto , " I told him .
"Be safe , Amore . Real talk , cause' if somethin' happen to you , Ima -"
" I'm going to be fine , Jaun . "
I skipped to my car & hopped inside . Strapped my seatbelt & checked my review mirrors before backing out . Always be ready . Learned that a long time ago , still working out it too .
I pulled up outside Chresanto's house & walked up the steps to ring the doorbell .
But as soon as I went for the doorbell , Chresanto opened up the door and smiled nervously at me . "H-Hey , let me get my -,"
"CHRESANTO !! " Beer bottles slammed against the wall & Chresanto pulled me inside . I wasn't scared until I actually seen his dad & the way he looked at me .
"What , man? " He said .
" You get my shit I asked for , lil nigga? "
" It's in yo droorer , and don't be bangin my line , I'm out . " He said , walking towards the door .
" What you say , bitch ? " He whispered .
" Stop frontin me , B. "
Chresanto walked to the door , grabbed my arm and took me to my car .
"What was that about ? " I asked , curiously .
"Nothing ... Don't trip . " He stated.
I grabbed his hand and forced him to look at me , " Nothing? "
" Me& my dad not on good terms . "
Not wanting to rush him into things , I let it go . Though , I wanted to know deep into Chresanto's life for the better in our relationship , But I was not about to rush anything . Maybe when the time is right ? I'm not sure , but whenever he's ready .
Today I wanted to go to the mall for these cute shoes I thought Chrresanto would like . As well as this sweatshirt for me . Once we pulled up at the mall , Chresanto & I jumped out and walked in to see a large crowd of people everywhere . I went to get a pretzel & walked back to Chresanto .
"Give me some ! " Chresanto snatched my pretzel and ate half of it .
" Really? Half my pretzel is gone . Thanks Fat Head. " I told him , sarcastically . Chresanto smiled with a mouth full of food . I laughed at him and shook my head . He was nothing but a goof-ball . But I don't care ,
That's MY goof-ball.
We walked into Forever 21 & for some reason , the mall was filled with a lot of people . I could barely get the sweatshirt I wanted . Once I grabbed it , I went to pat for it , but on the way out Chresanto & I were confronted by a girl about 5'4 , Short brown hair & not to mention she had a nice body . Her chest was very big and all her cleavage was out . Her pants were ripped up to where her underwear would appear & she had the legend blues on .
