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• weeks later •
I laid on his chest bare naked . Yes . If you thinking what we did . Yes . We did . I wanted to give him some credit for being so loyal to me . I was just staring at him when he slept so peacefully . I enjoyed every second with him . This was our second time after prom . Graduation was amazing ! I'd never seen so many faces on my lifeeeeeee. Chresantos dad showed up and finally didn't make a fool of himself this time . The party was at Destiny's house & you knooooow we had to turn up . I honestly can say , I am enjoying life . And it's been like this since I been with Chres . The only problem is I have been really sick & I feel like I'm getting better . But I couldn't possibly be pregnantBy the time I got out my feelings , Chres was looking at me and smiling . " Happy Birthday , princess . Ready to take on the world again? "
yup yup , it's my birthday .
" YOU KNOW IT ! " I laughed and kissed him once again . I loved kissing him . It felt so good . I didn't dress up because I didn't feel like it . Chresanto spoiled me all day & I got a lot of gifts from my mommy , daddy , Destiny , Jasmine , Kalvin , Rashaad , Kayla & Jaun . I can say myself . I am really happy ! 18 feels good , Yanno .
"Chresanto .. Could you take me to Albertsons ? " I asked nicely . We got there in a jiffy and I told him to stay in the car because I knew I was nervous about this anyway. I grabbed the first pregnancy test I could see and paid for it . " Where's the bathroom ?"
" Down aisle 3 . "
I ran because I felt like I was about to vomit . I got on my knees and threw up all in the toilet . I cleaned myself up and pissed on the pregnancy test . I was damn near crying and I felt so damn sick . I could barely stand still . And once the time was up I looked at the test eyes wide and full . . .
Oh
my
God .