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Fuck.
Fuck.Fuck.Fuck.Fuck.Fuck.Fuck.Fuck.
Oh my god .
Happy birthday to me .
I walked back outside and hid the pregnancy test . I couldn't help but to tell Chresanto . I'm too young for this . Oh my god . OH MY GOD. " Where else you wanna go , baby? "
"Home.." I said softly .
He didn't hesitate . He gave me anything I wanted . He got me some food first so you know I loved it . Once I got home I gave him a kiss and thanked him for the best day . He pulled off and immideatly I started crying . Kayla ran outside and hugged me , " HAPPY .. birthday ? What's wrong ? "
I wiped my tears and ran upstairs shutting the door and screaming loud sobs in the pillow . Kayla jumped in my bed and rubbed my back . " What's wrong? "
I sat up and stared at the wall and sniffed over and over .
" I'm pregnant . "
Kayla smiled really wide and jumped up and down , " SERIOUSLY?" I nodded my head and cried some more . She was really happy for me and I couldn't tell why . I'm so disappointed in myself . I should've used protection . How am I gonna tell my mom ? My dad ? Chres ? I just can't. I just can't .
" It's okay ! Mom will be so happy ! Do you know how long mom been wanting a grand baby ? She'll be so happy . " Kayla ran out my room and brought my mom inside seconds later .
"Oh my baby , what's wrong ? "
" Mooooom. Amore has some amazing news for you ! Why don't you tell her Amore . "
" I'm pregnant . "
My mom looked at me good and hard and I tried to give her the look that told her I was very serious . I also have her the look that told I was scared . Nervous in one bundle . How would I even handle this ? I cried harder once she gave me a big hug & kissed my forehead . " You're not disappointed in me ? " I sobbed on her shirt .
" No , oh my baby . I'm proud --- "
" Told you " Kayla smiled .
" I been wanting grandbabies . Did you tell Chresanto ? "
" No . "
"Well we have to tell him ! I'll call him right now , where's your phone ?"
Oh my god .
