Destiny|
It been 3 days & Amore was calling for Bailey but wouldn't get out the house . We brought Bailey to her house & the door was already cracked . I walked inside and Jasmine was looking for Amore . The house was dirty & loud music was playing. Bailey was asleep so I put the car seat down on the couch & went upstairs to find Amore . "She's not downstairs ! " Jasmine yelled . I went inside Amore's workroom , and she was in there crying against the wall . I get her pain . This girl has been through so much with him & he acts so stupid . Once I seen her I sat down next to her and wrapped my arm around her . She sobbed quietly and held me tight . Jasmine came minutes later and kissed Amore's forehead and turned down the music . Amore sat here & poured out how she felt about everything & how she's slowly breaking down . We gave her enough advice to keep her pushing foward.
Bailey was waking up & Jasmine went to go get her while I'd help Amore freshen up . She took a shower for about an hour & a half , got dressed , did her makeup over & came downstairs . "Amore what you got in here ? We hungry ." Jasmine said quietly Amore giggled a little , I'll make you guys some pasta . " She went to the sink , turned on the water , and rolled up her sleeves the quickly rolling them down . I looked at her strange & Jasmine reacted quicker than I did , & snatched Amore's sleeves up .
"What the hell is this ? " Jasmine whispered .
On Amore's arms were several cuts Going up to her wrist.
"It's no-nothing." She said quickly , "Amore . You cannot beat yourself up over him ! It's not worth it ! What's going on through your head ? Look , I know that it hurts . I know what you're feeling .. Its gonna be okay .. Alright ? It's tough now , but you cannot do this to yourself . You're better than this ! " Jasmine yelled .
Amore broke down and covered her face , " I'm nothing without him . Nothing ! Can't you see that ? "
"You're a billion times better than this ! You DONT need him ! " I snapped , "Harming yoself' ain't gon' bring him back ! You need let go & live for you . "
*Hours later •
I could see she was hurt inside and she could hardly process the fact . It's life though . You live and learn . Some things you just have to let go of .
Bailey was laying on Amore's chest asleep & Amore was eating ice cream . She seemed fine , she was talking more and still saying how she felt .
"I gotta go , yall . Kal keeps telling me to come home . I'm gonna call you when I get there , okay ? I love you . Dessy you coming ? " Jasmine said .
"No , I think I'm gonna stay here and help her out . "
"You don't have to if you don't want to Destiny . " Amore said with her mouth full.
"You sure ? "
"Mhm.. I'll be okay . "
I gave her a big hug & left with Jasmine .
