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Chresanto was more than thrilled to be home with Bailey . He was still adjusting to the fact that we're not together anymore . It's been another month & my baby has gotten so big ! The feeling of being a mother is absolutely amazing . Words don't explain how much love I have for that child . She's my everything . The reason I wake up , go to work in the morning , go to sleep & do it all over again . I never thought I could love someone so much . That's my baby . My blood . My everything . I believe at love at first sight because when I seen her ... When I held her .. I knew she was mine . Just for me .
"Watch , Bai , Chres . She needs more diapers . " He nodded & took Bailey . I went to the garage , backed out my car and headed to Target . I quickly ran I side , paid for the diapers and went back to my car . Once I put my car in reverse and backed out , in my review window , that same car that was following me , was behind me . I got anxious and speeded out . I drove home as quick as I could & parked my car . When I burst through the door , and kept panting , Chresanto looked at me strange , put Bailey in her walker and ran over to me . I couldn't stop breathing hard .
"Amore , you okay ? What's wrong ? " he asked . "That --- That car ! That same fucking car ! It's following me . . . Look . Go look outside ! " I paced back and forth and finally took a seat . Chresanto came back inside and laughed at me , "There's nobody outside , weirdo . " He walked in the room and kept laughing . I picked up Bailey & went into the kitchen to prepare dinner . I might have been hallucinating and thought somebody was chasing me . I rinsed my face off & just as I sat up a masked face was outside my house & winked at me . I did a double take and ran for it . The masked man slowly walked off & I didn't really
get a chance to see his face . But those eyes ... Those eyes looked so familiar .
"Yo ! That's him , Shoot ! "
That voice ...
Just breathe , Amore . Just breathe . You're hallucinating . Breathe . Everything will be okay .
What if I was actually being followed ? What if it was just a pizza man ? Who was the masked man?
I put Bailey to sleep & laid her in her room . I was sitting on the kitchen counter thinking about everything , just then Chres came in & hugged me tight . He moved his hands down and rubbed in my waist . " You okay ? " I nodded and kept hugging him . I admit , I wanted to kiss him so bad . Before I did , he did . He picked me up off the counter and rubbed all over my body . We went from the kitchen to the living room to the bedroom . Non stop , intense kissing . He didn't let me go and I didn't let him go . He laid me down and bit my bottom lip . I loved every second , until reality hit .
"I want you so bad .... Mmm ."
"Chres ... Stop ." I told him . "Come on , Amore . I'm sorry ... How many times do I have to say it ? " He asked
"Until you mean it . "
