Part 2.
BEAM's POV
To say that I am bothered is an understatement. It has been days since Pops, Mae, and Por left. From then, I started feeling this way, like someone has their eyes on us, keeping track on our every move. It gives me the creepy feeling.
But why am I the only one feeling this way? Maybe, I am just stressed and overthinking.
Many times I have thought of telling P'Forth about it but what grounds will I have to prove my intuitions. I cannot seem find the right phrases to éxplain the way I have been feeling. Certainly, I have to do something.
Days have past and our planned get-together somewhere out of town is almost happening. And I don't want to go out carrying these worries, it will hinder my chances of actually experiencing the activities in our destination.
Currently, I am alone with Kitten in our pad. P'Forth stayed a bit in their faculty due to his hazing responsibilities. This times, being the only person in the room, I can't help myself and I kept thinking of unnecessary things.
I am sitting on the couch in front of the TV which displays a show I am not really interested in watching.
Suddenly, I felt a hand on my nape, I flinched. Did I zoned out?
"Bee, what were you thinking about?" P'Forth asked.
"What are you talking about?..." I respond without really thinking much.
"You were zoning out and frowning. You were in deep thoughts that you didn't even notice me come in..." My lover said, gently cupping my cheeks to lift my face and make my eyes meet his.
Maybe, I should try.
"P', I feel like I'm--I mean us are being watched. I've been feeling kind of weird lately." I voiced out my concerns.
"I got you, Bee. No need to worry na? Maybe you're just anxious and excited at the same time about our trip..." I cannot decipher the tone of voice Forth have let out but I can feel something. It's he knew something.
Disappointed. I tried to brush off my feelings. I feel a bit heavy.
FORTH'S POV
I heard him sigh countless times already. I know he's disappointed on how I responded to his worries. But it's better this, confirming his intuitions will only worsen his overthinking.
I have already informed grandpa about it. He said they'll be back as soon as possible. For the meantime, he'll let his men guard us.
I must admit I am scared. At an extent I'm terrified of the fact that I can lose Beam again.
I joined him on the couch, rounding my arms over his shoulder before pulling him closer. He just let me but he is still not saying anything.
"Stop worrying na. You have us. Nothing will go wrong..." I whispered to him.
This time, he hugged me back.
I cannot bear seeing him like this. He is trying to mask his fear but it'll too obvious. At this point, I won't be surprised if would cancel on our planned trip out of town.
