Jinx x reader

Part 11

kinda depressing

>Jinxs' pov<

"of course she is going to like it. Shut up!" Jinx talked to the voices in her head as she tried to work for a present for Y/N. She carefully put part of the present together. "shes doesn't like you" "just pretending"  The voices said not giving her peace to concentrate. She ignored them frowning and gritting her teeth as her hands became more and more shaky. 

"she's too good for you" "doeasnt know the real you". The voices were becoming louder and louder. She bit her lip in anger as her eyes became watery. "everybody shut up! I need to think!" She pushed the two parts together but they won't connect. She slowly became frustrated and her eyes more watery. "she's gonna leave you" 

"you'll JINX it" the part that she was holding broke. 

"AHHH" Jinx snapped. Slamming her fist on the table, throwing the two parts that she was holding away. The tears started to fall. She punched her head, pulling on her hair in frustration. She got up trying to calm herself down, but her head was all over the place. She was overwhelmed. She walked away from her work table yelling and crying her voice breaking. "stop stop stop STOP!!" she yelled the tears fell more and more blurring her vision. Her breaths became heavy as she tried to calm herself down. She pulled on her hair. "no, no...please stop" her voice breaking as she falls to her knees. "alone" "no Y/N" 

She looked up from the floor. Her face is full of tears as she sobs in. Y/N flashes before her eyes, a disappointed look on her face as she turns away from Jinx "NO! please, don't leave me!" Jinx yells her hand reaching for nothing. She gets up and runs after Y/N but before she could reach her Y/N disappears making Jinx crash at her work table. She leans on the table trying to catch her breath but she hyperventilates making drool fall from her mouth. 

"Jinx" the voice behind her says. In instinct she grabs her chair putting it over her head and is ready to throw it at the voice. When her vision became a bit more clear she could see Silco with his hands up trying to calm her down. 

Jinx steps shake as she throws the chair to the side. She sobs more her voice breaking. Before she could fall to the floor Silco catches her in his arms pulling her to his chest in comfort as they slump to the floor. His hand wraps around her head pulling her into him. She latches onto him as she sobs into his chest. He was unsure how to calm her down. 

"What is wrong my child?" he asks with a voice of concern his expression angry as to who put his child into this state. "i- I don't want her to leave me" Jinx's voice breaks into a squeal. "her? Y/N?" Silcos expression turned into that of a surprise. Jinx curls into him more for comfort. "ill mess it up. Everything!" Jinx breath became calmer now but her grip didn't. Silco stays silent as he listens to his daughters' mental troubles. He softly pets her head as she becomes calmer. He looks up at her work table to see that she has been working on something. He assumes it was for Y/N. 

"you care a lot about this girl?" he asks. Through Jinx's head flashes the image of Y/N leaving. She nods into his chest. "hmm" he hums "it is normal to have these troubles. But one must learn, leaving is a risk when you care for someone" she listens to his words. He pulls away to look at her face, one that now had runny makeup down her eyes. He wipes her tears away as she stares down. "if you are not scared of them leaving, that means you never cared for them in the first place. But that doesn't mean that you shouldn't fight for them when they do" she looks up at him feeling a lot better his words giving her comfort. "so if Y/N tries to leave, you have to steal her back. Understand?" he says in a more serious tone. Jinx softly nods. "yeah" she softly sniffs. "good, now get yourself clean. You look like a mess" He says helping her from the floor. He leads her out of her workshop. Before they got to the bathroom Jinx head snapped up. "I'm going to Y/N" she says determined her face still having runny makeup. Silco looks at her surprised. "what?" he says but before Jinx could answer she runs off leaving shocked Silco in the hallway. He sees her run through the hallway and turn the corner as her braids were the last thing he saw. 

Silco heard footsteps beside him and he looks to his right and sees Sevika. He sighs. "this Y/N girl, seems to be a very good friend of hers" Sevika snickers putting a hand on her hip. "yeah good friend. More like friend with benefits" Sevika says walking away. Silcos face was overflown with that of confusion. "what do you mean by that?" he asks Sevika but she doesn't even look back at him. "don't know. Figure it out, boss. She's your daughter after all" 

>back to Y/N pov< 

I was just cleaning up my bedroom putting my work stuff away. I wiped the floor of my bedroom when I heard a knock on my window. It was Jinx who look like she just finished crying. I immediately ran to open the window. "oh my god Jinx. Are you ok?" I ask as she jumps into the room. She looks at me. Her face was a mess. Her eyes were red and her makeup was that of someone who just finished crying. 

She didn't say anything. Instead, she jumps at me, hugging me around my neck as she pushed us into my bed. "woww" I say in surprise but she doesn't let go as she burrows her face into my neck. I wrap my hand around her. "is everything ok?" I ask. "yeah...everything is ok now" she softly says her voice raspy. She sighs in relief. I don't know what to say. I don't know what happened. "do you want to talk about it?" I softly ask still hugging her. She pulls away from the hug to look down at me. She then suddenly flops back down hugging me again and burrowing into my neck. I let out an 'oof' sound. "Y/N if you try to leave me, I will steal you back" I didn't really know where this was coming from but I didn't want to question it as I expected her to tell me at some point. 

I let out a soft smile huff and kiss her by the ear. "I sure hope so" I say as I hug her in comfort. We stayed like that as I rub her back. Then she broke the silence "the voices are really loud when I'm not with you" she says hesitantly. It took me back a bit. Because I didn't know how to comfort her or help her. "I'm so sorry. Is there anything I can do to help?" I ask in concern. "j-just...be here" her voice broke as she was about to cry again. "ill always be here Jinx. Just like I said, I am stuck with you and you are stuck with me. End of story. If one of us does leave, it means it wasn't because of our free will. But we will look for each other and steal each other back. ok?" I ask reassuring her and making her a promise. She lets out a soft giggle in my neck. "ok it's a promise" 

That day we stayed close to each other. I reassured her as many times as she needed and she was a lot calmer. But the fact that when she gets home the voices will come back bothered me a lot. But I will try to figure out a way to help her. She is my Twitter bird after all. 

I want to make fanfic on every arcane character and it's not okay.
Why are all of them so hot?