Jinx x reader

Part 15

> Jinx pov or 3ed pov however you see it< 

Jinx ran away from Y/n place. Her mind getting more and more overwhelmed while her vision could only see scribbles in front of her. She jumps from building to building, god knows where. She just wanted to clear her mind. But she couldn't. She couldn't run anymore so she stops at the top of some roof. She pants wiping the leftover tears from her face. There was a minute of silence but that was stopped by her mind again. 

"she knows that you are a screw up" "she choose him over you"  Jinx turns to look over her shoulder talking back at the voice. "She never said that" Jinx said trying to reassure herself. "she knows the truth" "the real you" the voices said. Jinx swings at the air. "so what!? she knew what she was signing up for!". The tears in her eyes started to weld up again but not spill. "you forced her" "she didn't want to be with you. Remember? hehe". Jinx didn't know what to say at that. She stopped to reflect but they didn't let her. 

"She told you to leave her alone" "you didn't" "you stalked her!" "forced her!!" the voices were beginning to get louder, giggling at her and hunting all around Jinx. She frantically looked around her at voices yelling at her as around her were all loud scribbles. They yelled and yelled and Jinx didn't know how to silence them. She grabbed her head and punched it trying to help herself. "shut up, shut up! shut up! SHUT UP" yelling back didn't help. "shes probably with boy saviour right now haha" 

"she hates you" Jinx snapped. 

" AAAHH!!!"She yelled grabbing her gun and shooting all around her at aggressive drawings around her as tears spilled from her eyes. She let out a loud battle cry but the only battle she was having was with herself. While she was shooting and yelling the voices stopped giving her peace at last. She stopped shooting and the moment she did they were back "look at you" "weak little girl" "why would she like you". Jinx turned behind her and shot again. On her face was an angry frown while tears of sadness fell down her face. "I'm not WEAK!" she yelled. Jinx didn't realize the ruckus she has been causing around her. She didn't destroy anything because she was shooting at the air mostly but she was loud. Most of the people on the streets below the building made a run for it when they heard a gunshot. 

Except for that one girl who will try to help her. Y/n was on the street looking at the sky as everyone else ran away. She was looking for Jinx all over Zaun but once she saw the gunshot it wasn't hard to find her. Y/n had a look of concern on her face as she looked up. Suddenly there was another presence beside her. She looks to her right to see a tall woman. 

"I can't believe I have to babysit on my night of" it was Sevika. She looked annoyed as she also looked to the sky. I look behind me to see where she came from. "where did you come from?" I ask. She takes the cigar from her mouth, throws it on the floor stepping on it. "doesn't matter. Let's go girly. Better stop her before she makes an even bigger shit and I take the blame for it" she said walking towards the building. 

On the roof, Jinx was still fighting her demons. The voices would talk and she would shoot. She panted from exhaustion. The wind softly blew through her bangs and made her wet face cold. She blinked trying to shake off the tears and make her vision clear. Her eyebrows were in a frown as her teeth pressed against each other. She took fast breaths lowering her gun down but still ready to shoot if the voices started talking again. "stupid" she told to herself, to Mylo in her head, to the world, to Ekko and to Y/n. Y/n image flashed through her mind. She frowned but as she thought of Y/n more her expression flickered. She thought of Y/n smiling at Jinx, how she threw Jinxs bomb the first time, how she braided her hair while Jinx was bored out of her mind but enjoyed the filling of Y/n hands in her hair. She thought of Y/n hands that were rough from working at her shop but became gentle when they held hands.