Jinx x reader

Part 25

I was put under a lot of restrictions. I wasn't allowed to go out unless I was getting groceries or going to do something for work. With my new schedule, I had no time to sneak out and see Jinx. Most of the nights I cried myself to sleep. I could sneak out at night but I have a feeling my dad would find out immediately. I wonder how Jinx is dealing with all of this. I just know she is not taking it well, her separation anxiety is probably going nuts right now. 

I have to see her somehow so we can talk about this whole situation. She hasn't come by my window. Probably because she was also put under a lot of restrictions. But I didn't think that she would actually follow them. I went to my fridge to grab milk so I could make myself some cereal and drown in my sadness. But an idea came to my mind. I look to see where my dad was and he was nowhere in the room. I grab the milk from the fridge which was half empty and poured the rest of the milk into the sink. The bottle was now empty. 

"dad!! I'm gonna grab some milk in the store!" 

I lied, again. I felt bad for lying to my father but he left me no choice. "Alright be back by 9" he said from the other room. I quickly get changed and rush outside. I climb up a building and jumped from one roof to another to get to that one spot that Jinx and I claimed as our spot. Where we spent many nights and many dates. I jumped to one last building out of breath. I lean over and pant trying to calm myself down. I look around the roof of the building but no one was there. The only thing that could be heard was my heavy breaths and the sound of the wind. She wasn't here. Of course, she wasn't, why would she. She probably thought I had left her. 

I kick the stone on the ground in anger. But then I heard a loud thump. I turn around and see Jinx standing in the shadows. My expression immediately changes. "Jinx!" I said excitedly. "Y/n?" she questioned as if she could tell if it was really me. But when she saw that I was really me she ran towards me. I spread my arms ready to hug her. But instead of just hugging, she jumps on me. Her arms were tight around my neck and her legs wrapped around my waist. I was taken back a bit but caught her "Y/N!!" she said happily as she rubs her cheek on my forehead. "you are here!" she yelled all happy and excited as she was clinging onto my body. She had a death grip on me like I was about to disappear from her arms.  I let set her down gently but her arms never left my neck. 

"Yes, I'm here. I came as soon as I could find an excuse" i said as i snuggle into the crook of her neck and she does the same. "I thought you wouldn't come" her eyes were teary but she didn't let them spill. I put a hand on her cheek. "I'm so sorry. How long have you waited here?" I asked with a voice of concern. "Every night. I didn't know when you would come so I waited every night" I could feel my heartbreak in two when she said that. The thought of here waiting here, probably cold and sad. "I'm so sorry" "don't be, it's not your fault. Nothing that has happened is your fault sugar" she said grabbing my arm shaking me slightly to reassure me. Her eyebrows were in a frown. I grab her hand in mine and softly rub them. I then notice something. My expression changes to one of anger and worry. I grab her hand by her wrist and bring it up to my face. 

"Jinx have you been eating?" I asked scared at the answer. She was thin. Too thin. She was naturally thin but this is not natural. She flinches at the question and pulls her hand to her chest. "Don't worry about it" she tried to dismiss me but I didn't let her. I grab her by the shoulder so she was turned towards me. She could look me in the eyes. 

"Jinx, of course, I'm gonna worry. Don't do that to yourself. Is it because of me?" I asked reluctantly. She looks to the side with a frown and rubs her arm. I sigh and bring her into a hug "Please don't do that to yourself. I'm ok, so you don't have to worry about me anymore. But don't make me worried about you" she wraps her arms around my waist "okay it won't happen again" she said as she snuggles into my chest. "I missed you" she said bearly, it sounded like a squeak. "I missed you too" we bask in each other's embrace. After the hug, we sat at the edge of the building leaning against the wall. 

"I don't have freedom anymore Jinx. The only reason I was able to come here was because I lied to go to the store" Jinx looked surprised at what I was saying, then she frowns. "I can't say I'm much different. Pops wants me to be a good little girl so I can 'earn the privilege of seeing you again" she said mocking Silco then kicking a rock with her foot. The rock bounced against the roof. She brought her knees to her chest hiding her face in it. "So there is a possibility that he will allow us to see each other again?" I asked hopefully, but Jinx shut down my hope instantly "doubt it, he just finally has something to keep me in check. It's annoying but I can't do anything" she said with so much spite in her voice. "My dad is also scared of Silco and what he will do to me if I don't obey his orders" then I hear a smirk beside me and I look at her. She brushes her fingers over my cheek "you don't have to worry about Silco hurting you. He wouldn't dare touch you as long as I'm here" she sounded so sure. It was hard not to believe her. "If you say so. I trust you" I said. Jinx then leaped at me grabbing the back of my neck to pull me in a kiss. I didn't resist as I let myself enjoy the feeling of her lips on mine. She has been smoking, I could taste it. But I didn't mind the taste. I just missed her so much. I put my hand on her cheek as I deepen the kiss. 

She tilts her head to the side to get better access to my mouth as her tongue brushes my bottom lip. I grant it to her and our tongues feel each other out. The feeling of her tongue on mine made an electric feeling run down my spine directly into my lower region. I squirm at the feeling and get up on my knees. I put my other hand on her knee for support as we never separate from the kiss. 

I could then feel her hand run up my shirt ready to go under my bra. This snapped me back to reality. I stop her hand and she pulled from the kiss confused. "I would like to continue this very much. But I'm on a time restriction. I was supposed to go to the store and be back by 9" Jinx frowns at my excuse so she pouts. "When can I see you again?" she said eagerly getting up after me. "I go to the store every Friday night. Also, you can come by every night past midnight if you are willing to risk it a bit" I said grabbing her hand. She smirks evilly at me "So playing with danger again?" "with you? always" I said and she kisses the knuckles of my hand. She then pulls me by the hand into a hug once more "you know I would risk anything for you sugar" "I know. That's the scary part about you" we giggle then kiss goodbye. I could feel both our sadness in our last kiss. There was so much emotion.  We didn't want to be separated but we had to. 

I know Jinx is not taking this whole separation well. She is probably struggling and she is struggling alone. I'm not sure how much Silco is comforting since he is the reason we are separated in the first place. But maybe if we play nice for a while he will budge. My dad is a lesser problem than Silco. After all, he is not a crime lord. If Silco gives an order that me and Jinx have to see each other he won't have a say in it. But what are the chances of that? Maybe if Jinx plays nice for a while Silco will give to his daughters' wishes. But Jinx is Jinx and she never plays nice. 

Sorry for the wait. I was trying to figure out where to take the story from here. 

Having a writers' block <3