"Evelyn baby" said a calm familiar voice.
"Mhm" she hummed
"Babe wake up" the voice said
"Baby let me sleep please" she said is a sleepy voice
"But your moms home" the voice said worriedly
"Ugh" she said opening her eyes
Evelyn moved the blankets over her warm body and when the cold air hit her, she began to shiver.
She looked at him, Owen.
"Screw you" she said grumpy because he had her up till 5 in the morning.
Evelyn looked at the time on her phone, it was 7:00 am. She gave him a death glare and got out off the bed.
Owen followed her up the stairs to her room. When Evelyn made it through the door of her room she fell onto her bed before she had waken up completely. But it was to late Owen had her fully awake. She still closed her eyes and waited for him to lay down beside her.
When he layed beside her. He grabbed her hips and pulled them into his body. Owen put his arm under her chest and pulled her in tightly. Untill he fell asleep...
When Evelyn woke up, she was expecting him to be gone... but this time he still layed there, sleeping peacefully. It made her heart swell with happiness to see the love of her live laying peacefully beside her. She switched the side she was laying on and just stared at him and pulled him into her. Half checking that this was not her imagination and that it was indeed reality. When she touched his skin, she felt the warmth of her loving boyfriend. She almost started to cry at that feeling but instead she kissed him.
The kiss she put on his lips made him make a sound. It startled her but it also relieved her. She knew without a doubt that this was reality and the love of her life had come back to her. It was the best feeling in the world. But also the scariest because what if he leaves again? Would she have to go through all this pain again?
Evelyn quickly pushed thoses thoughts out of her head because right now she just wanted to enjoy the moment. She wanted to enjoy his presence while she could. So with that she played with his curling brown hair and tried to go back to sleep...
As much as Evelyn wanted that to be reality... it was not. It was just a memory. Just a really good memory one of many he and she shared together. Theses memories only hit Evelyn very hard when she is alone. Its almost like a wave, or like the tide of the ocean coming in and going out. The sad moments come in with the tide and the happy moments go out with the tide... Evelyn would give up just about everything she has to not be an ocean tide anymore. Just to be happy again. But Evelyn does not believe she even knows the definition of happy anytime due to all the pain she has indorsed over theses few weeks he has been gone and over theses past years that the man she needed most broke her before any other could...
"Thanks a lot dad..." Evelyn said in tears lookin at a family picture of her sisters and father and her.
Evelyn has cried countless nights waiting for her father to come running to her rescue and protect his little princess. But those tears fell in vain because not once did he come not even when he was around did he come for his little girl and protect her from the evils of the world.
"Fuck you dad, thanks for the mental problems and thanks Owen for the heart break it helps alot!" Evelyn cried quietly
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Walks alone
Non-FictionEvelyn walks through her life on auto pilot after her high school sweetheart left her. Overwhelmed by life, overthinking why he left when he promised he wouldnt, depressed from other life troubles shes having. A-this story is based on my life right...
