Walks alone

Chapter 2

Warning some smut in this chapter
*Fast forward to lunch*
      Evelyn sat in the bathroom by herself, she did not have a lunch today but its okay because she is used to eating very little.
      She just sat in the bathroom listening to always been you by Jesse Murph and cuddling her stuffed octopus that he gave back to her today.Her emotions were starting to overwhelm her but she ignored the signs that she was letting her wall of mind protection fall. Evelyn was so tired she had cried on and off for days and her depression has her so tired she cannot focus in class anymore.
       Just before her wall of protection was completely dropped Avery came to the rescue. Little did Evelyn know but Avery knew something was wrong with her this morning and could tell she was faking her happiness this morning.
"Hey are you okay?" Avery asked
No answer
"Evelyn?"
When Evelyn heard her name called she snapped out of the zoning out moment she was in.
"Mhm?"I responded turning to face whoever was speaking.
"Did you hear what i said?" Ask Avery.
"Oh um no im sorry i zoned out again"i answered while slowly looking at the ground.
"Hey its okay are you alright? Whats going on?" Asked Avery
"I really do not know. Im rarely happy now that he left." I replied
"Oh you mean since Owen.."
I cut her off"Please do not finish that sentence, im barely hold myself together and it is only been half the day still have 2 hours left before i can go home and cry..."
"I am so sorry, you know that if i could change things i would" Avery said nicely
"I know you would, i love you Ave ill be fine." I responded.
"Okay i need to go get my book bag am i okay to leave you alone?" Avery asked
"Oh yea your good go get your bag ill be okay" i said with a smile.
      After Avery left, Evelyn put her earbuds back in and zoned out again. Her mind ran straight into the most passionate moment her and Owen ever had together, that moment was her safe place(even though it was a sad moment)...
*Evelyn's zoning out dream*
    Owen and Evelyn were laying in Evelyn's bed talking and crying about something. Then they started kissing, then it switched to making out.
      Evelyn moved on top of Owen, still kissing him. His hands moved down to her hips. Her hands moved up to his hair.  Then in one quick motion he was on top of her and kissing her neck. One of Evelyn's hands grabbing his hair and the other grabbing the pillow from the intense passionate moment they were having.
        Then owen stop and he came back up to her lips and smacked his lips into hers and kissed her passionately while she moved her hands under his shirt and on hes skin. Then moved her hands into his hair and pulled him closer into her body. Then he started undressing her....
"Can Evelyn please go to Mr Oakley's room immediately!" Said the secretary practically screaming over the pa.
"Oh my god there you are!" Said Harper sounding relieved.
"What do you mean? I have been here all lunch." I explained
"Dude its 4th period!" Said Avery
     Holy shit how long was i zoned out for!!! Im so fucked when i get to Mr Oakley's class!
"Oh fuck im dead aren't i?" I asked Avery and Harper.
They both nodded their heads.
Shit😬

      Evelyn knocks on Mr Oakley's classroom door. He looks over at her and continues to teach the class whatever he is teaching them.

"You got to be kidding me" Evelyn whispered to herself.
       5 minutes later Mr Oakley walks out to the hallway. And asks

"Why are you" checks his watch "30 minutes late for my class?"

"You know how sometimes i will zone out and be very unfocused and go into like my own reality?" Evelyn asked

"Yes?" Mr Oakley questioned

"Well i sort of zoned out during lunch and did not snap out of it till i heard my name get yelled over the pa and when Avery & Harper came in and told me what time it was i paniced grabbed my stuff and came here as quickly as i could. Im so sorry" Evelyn explained

"Ok i understand now just be more careful and if it happens again just let me know when you come out of it again" said Mr Oakley

"Okay thank you im so sorry again" Evelyn said
*after school*
      Bus ride was boring, Evelyn just put her earbuds in blasted sad music and stared out the window. She could not stop thinking about how almost every man in her life has ether abandoned her or left her. Why is it so damn hard for men/ women to keep their damn promise's.