⚠️tw, self harm graphic.⚠️
Today started out great for Evelyn she was happy and laughing. Till she found out two of her friends were going to the hospital today. Then it went down hill.
Avery had fluid around her lungs and heart so she was going to see a specialist today. Her guy friend was going to the iwk for a check up.
Evelyn just know they were going there freaked her out and had her worried. Her mind was spinning out of control. She had promised some people that she would get their vapes today while she was in Fredericton and now she cannot. Evelyn was mad with herself and with her mother because her mother had also promised to get them today. Yet she did not.
So when Evelyn's mother left the car to get something or go for one of her appointments, she grabbed a blade that was in the car.
Lines upon lines were made on Evelyn's upper arm. Some of the lines began to bleed but that did not stop Evelyn instead it made her happy to see the blood, to feel it running down her arm. It made her feel free because she was letting anger out. Maybe not in the best way but still she was letting it out none the less.
Another happy day gone to shit, another good day ruined in seconds. One step closer to falling over the edge of no return. Evelyn has never wanted to disappear more then when she makes a promise that she intended to keep but is forced to break.
"Man fuck this, fuck life, fuck eve and everyone!" She said to her self
The car ride to Evelyn's appointment was awkward because she was trying so hard to keep her promise that her mother started raising her voice at Evelyn. So Evelyn just shut up and gave up... what is the point of fighting against someone who believes that they are right and who has an obsession about being on time yet can never be on time.
Now dont get Evelyn wrong she loves her mother with all her heart but sometimes her mother cannot keep the promises she makes for shit! "If you do not think you can keep the promise do not fucking make it! Its not hard!" Her mind said screamed.
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Walks alone
Non-FictionEvelyn walks through her life on auto pilot after her high school sweetheart left her. Overwhelmed by life, overthinking why he left when he promised he wouldnt, depressed from other life troubles shes having. A-this story is based on my life right...
