Bucky Barnes One Shots

Mistakes

Summary: Bucky cheated on you and you're not happy about it...
Word count: 916
A/n: No this doesn't have a happy ending because I feel like writing a sad story right now. I might do a part two of enough people want me to where you and Bucky live happy ever after or some fucking cheesy ass shit. Anyways... happy reading. Or I guess... sad reading. I dunno.

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"Get the fuck out!" You yell as you throw a candle at Bucky. He ducks so it hits the wall causing the glass surrounding it to shatter.

"Y/n please just let me talk," Bucky says. You sit on your bed and run your fingers through your hair.

"It only happened one time and I didn't mean it," he says. You look at him. "You didn't mean it? Well then what did you mean?" You ask.

"I don't know, but I didn't want it to happen," he says. You scoff as you stand up. "Then why didn't you fucking stop it?" You ask. Anger skyrocketing through the roof, and Bucky pretty sure he can see flames on your head and smoke coming outta your ears.

"I was mad at you. We had just had a fight and I was still pissed," Bucky says.

"So you fucked another girl?" You ask as tears spill out of your eyes. Bucky close his eyes as you turn away from him. "It was a mistake. It means nothing to me," he says.

"It means everything to me! I was mad at you too, but I didn't find some random bitch to fuck! Why? I don't know, maybe because I'm faithful. Maybe because I actually love you!" You throw a book at him.

"Please doll—"

"Don't 'please doll' me. I don't want your nicknames anymore. I don't want your hugs, or your kisses, or anything from you," you say as you pull the top drawer out of your dresser and flip it over. Letting his clothes fall out. "I fucking hate you!" You scream as you kick his clothes towards him.

Bucky walks closer to you. "Y/n please, don't do this. You don't know what you mean to me," he says.

"Obviously not much if you can destroy our relationship as easy as I can rip a piece of paper!" You push him away from you.

You walk over to your bed and sit down on it. Bucky kneels in front of you. He takes your hand in his before you rip them away. "Y/n, I promise you, I love you more than you know. I can't live without you. You're my life," he says.

"I don't care what I am to you. Get out of my room," you say. Bucky shakes his head no as he clings to your legs and lays his head down on your lap.

"Please don't do this. You can't do this to me. I need you more than I need air," Bucky says.

Your bottom lip trembles as you push him off of you. Bucky takes your hand in his and he kisses the back of your hand before you rip it away. "I don't want your lips on me knowing they were on someone else," you say.

Bucky tries to put his hand on your arms, but your push him back. "I don't want you touching me anymore," you say.

"Please y/n—"

"No Bucky. I can't even describe the feeling I feel right now. It feels worse than betrayal. Worse then dirty. You told me you love me, yet you don't show it. I can't remember the last time you looked at me with love in your eyes. The last time you smiled, just from looking at me. I smile while looking at you all the time. But not anymore. You've lost that privilege," you say.

"I mean nothing to you, and you meant everything to me. I wanted to marry you and have a family with you. But now, I want to kill you. I want nothing to do with you. Because every time I look at you, I can only imagine your hands over her body and your lips on hers. You can't come back from what you did," you say.

"Y/n, I messed up and I'm sorry. Please, I'll do anything to get you back. Just don't do this," Bucky begs.

"It's done. I've made up my mind. I don't wanna be with you anymore," you say.

"I love you—"

"No. No you don't because you don't hurt the people you love. Not like this. This— this type of hurt cuts deeper then you can imagine. It leaves a scar that you'll never be able to erase. You did this Bucky. You chose to do this. You can't erase the past," you say.

"I know I messed up. I know I did something terrible, but I need you in my life," he says.

"Did you forget that we're both avengers living in the compound. I'm gonna stay in your life, just not how you want me to. I'll be you teammate, not your girlfriend. Now, please leave," you say.

"Y/n—"

"Leave now or I'll call Wanda," you say. Bucky drops his head as he turns to walk out of your room.

"I know I made a mistake. I've made several bad mistakes," he turns to face you. "But hurting you is the worst mistake I've ever made," tears fall out of his eyes as he walks away.