Unfortunate

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Summary: After an unfortunate event, you question if you made the right choice breaking up with Bucky.
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The building shakes and you hold on to the metal pipe next to you. "Sam!" You yell.

"Y/n you're gonna have to jump," Sam says. You stare down at him in shock. He can't be serious. He won't be able to catch you in time if you jump. "No!" You yell.

This mission is a disaster. Well for you at least. You're currently on the top floor of a building that has 32 floors. Somehow, it's starting to collapse and you can't get out. And of course, Tony had to go to a conference and couldn't come. On the mission it's you, Sam, Steve, Bucky, and Natasha.

"I promise I'll catch you," Sam says. You shake your head. "No thanks. I'll just die," you say. The building shakes again and you scream.

"You have to trust me, y/n," Sam says. You shake your head. "I don't," you say.

"Y/n," you hear behind you. Spinning around you see Bucky stumbling over to you. He grabs onto the metal pipe your holding on for support. "What are you doing?" You ask. "If this building goes down, you'll die."

"What? You think I'd live in a world where you don't? C'mon doll, you know me better then that," Bucky says.

"Bucky," Sam says.

"You ready Sam?" Bucky asks. You look at Bucky confused. "Yea, whenever you are," Sam says.

Bucky grabs your waist with his free hand. "I love you, y/n y/l/n. I know you may never forgive me for what I did to you, but I will never stop loving you. You will always be, моя кукла," he says.

"Bucky..." tears weld in your eyes. Bucky leans in and softly kisses you. "I know I've lost your trust, but right now, I really need you to trust me," he says, "do you trust me?"

"Yes," you nod.

Bucky smiles at you softly. "I'll see you later," he says before grabbing your hips with both hands and throwing you out of the building. You let out a surprised gasp. "Sam," Bucky says.

Sam looks over and starts flying to catch you. He reaches you and carefully sets you down on the ground. Sam turns around and starts flying to get Bucky, but the building starts to collapse, starting with the top floor.

"No!" You yell as you start running towards the building. Steve wraps his arms around you before you get to far away from him. "No!" You yell once the building collapses more.

"What are you doing Steve? Get her out of here!" Sam yells.

Steve starts to drag you away, but you continue to try and peel away from his grasp. "No! Let go of me!" You scream. "Bucky!"

The top three floors collapsed and you feel tears pouring out of your eyes. "Natasha!" Steve yells.

Nat runs over to you and sticks a needle into your arm. She pushes the end of it and a liquid enters your body. "It's okay y/n. Just close your eyes," her voice sounds soothing and warm. So you listen and close your eyes.

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You open your eyes and look around the white room. You're sitting in a chair in a hospital room. The person lying on the bed is Bucky. His heart monitor is steady, but his eyes are closed.

You stand up and walk over to him. His face is cut up and bruised, but you know that'll heal quick because of the serum in his veins. "Hey you're awake," Steve says as he walks into the room.

"How long was I asleep for?" You ask. Steve sits down in the seat you were sitting in. "Only one day," he says. "Bucky's been out too. He hasn't woken up yet."

You sit on the edge of the bed. "He pushed you out of the building, why?" Steve asks.

"Because he knew I wouldn't be able to jump out. I was too scared, so he had to do it for me," you say as you take his right hand in your hand.

"He made a mistake y/n. I'll admit, I gave him the cold shoulder the first two weeks, but, he didn't mean to hurt you. He couldn't live with himself y/n. No one saw him for weeks, he just stayed in his room. Never coming out. I had to bring him food and force him to eat," Steve says.

He stands up and walks over to pat you on the shoulder. "Just know, he'd do anything for you. You're the love of his life. And he won't settle down with anyone else besides you," he sighs before leaving the room again.

You look back at Bucky. "I can't hate you, can I?" You quietly ask. Tears brim in your eyes as you softly stroke the side of his face. "I love you," you say.

Bucky squeezes your hand in his. You smile softly as his eyes flutter open. "Y/n," he croaks out. You lean down to kiss his forehead as a few tears fall out of your eyes. "Why are you crying?" He asks as he wipes your tears away with his metal hand.

"I'm sorry. I'm so sorry," you say. He looks at you confused. "For what?" He asks.

"I should've just jumped when Sam told me to. Then you wouldn't have had to come up—"

"Y/n stop. I don't regret what I did. Come here," Bucky says as he scoots over and opens his arm. "I don't wanna hurt you Bucky—"

"Come lay the fuck down with me," he says. You crawl next to him, being as careful as you can. Bucky kisses your head.

"I thought I lost you," you say. Bucky scoffs, "It'll take a lot more than a collapsing building to kill me."

You look up at him. "I love you Bucky. I want to be with you, I do, but I can't just erase what happened between us," you say.

"I know you can't," Bucky says, "I wanna be with you too. I can't see myself with anyone else. After what I did, I realized that you're the only woman I wanna be with for the rest of my life. I don't wanna kiss any other girl besides you."

"You don't wanna have sex with any other girl besides me?" You ask. Bucky shakes his head. "You're the only girl that can bring me pleasure," he says. You smile sheepishly making Bucky chuckle.

"Okay. I'll be your doll again," you say. Bucky chuckles. "Oh y/n, when will you realize, you've always been my doll," he says.

You giggle and kiss him. "I love you," he whispers against your lip.

"I love you more," you whisper back. Bucky shakes his head. He presses his forehead to yours. "That's not possible. No one will be able to love anyone as much as I love you," he says.

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