how we see it (sequel to 'how I see it') [PLL and TVD inspired]

chapter 11.

[AN:-hey everyone! so my chapters have been quite short lately and Im not that happy with them:( think they could be more detailed:/ but this one shall be longer and if not the next one will be extra longer! sorry if im letting you down fans but Ive been really busy and Im going to concentrate on this more! please forgive me and continue to support me! love you all fans/fanlettes (check my profile for deffinition of fanlettes aha!)]

Chapter 11.

"Thank you, Matt", I smiled. He scoffed. "I mean it. For everything", I said. Matt smiled shyly at me before driving me back to Caroline's. Caroline and I agreed that Id stay over night with Damon and drive home the next morning. When Matt pulled into the Forbes' driveway, Caroline was waiting outside with my bags. "Guess this is goodbye again", she sobbed. I wrapped my arms around her. "Elena and Bonnie are with Elijah so you wont be able to see them before you go... Sorry", she mumbled into my shoulder. "Its fine", I sobbed, "I'll call you okay? And you need to come visit some time". Caroline nodded and smiled sadly at me. "If you want to see Damon before you need to sleep we should probably go", Matt called from his truck. I grabbed my bags and left a teary Caroline behind. Matt dropped me off at Damon's and that was it really.

When I awoke the next morning, Damon still had his arms wrapped around me. I smiled at the sight. I carefully slipped away from him and took out my diary (I have been writing in I just havent told you about it). I took out a pen, sat at the desk and the words flowed from there.

Dear Diary (its early July 25th, around 3:00am),

Gosh it feels like forever since Ive had anything interesting to write! Well my trip to Mystic Falls was good. Damon and I are okay and Im ready to go back to Rosewood. I need to do something about Kol. I cant keep playing him like this! I dont know if Ive been leading him on or... I just dont know, but whatever it is ends now. I really do like him but like a brother sort of way. Not anything more. Ive never seen him as anything more than that. And honestly I dont think I ever will. My heart belongs to Damon. Damon who only shows his vulnerable side to me, Damon who would guard me with his life (which he does), Damon who I love so much that it hurts. I dont think Ive ever felt like this about anyone! Not Jeremy, not Kol, not even Matt.

I stopped writing and closed over my journal. "You leaving", Damon asked, sitting up on the bed. I nodded and went to kiss him. "I'll visit in a few weeks. I promise", he muttered. I swiftly grabbed the last of my bags that I hadnt already put in my car last night and went downstairs. I carefully drove out of the star-lit mystic falls and headed home. Yet this time when I saw the 'Thank You For Visiting Mystic Falls' sign, I smiled. Not because I was glad to be leaving but because my one love was there and he was happy. Therefore so was I.

I slept in late the following day, still tired from my journey. When I got up, I went to the kitchen and made coffee. I sat down quietly on my own at the island counter and sipped away at the scalding hot liquid. Then there was a knock at the door. "Oh great", I muttered. When I opened the door, Kol stood before me. "I know I screwed it up with us. But is there any chance you can forgive me?", he begged.

"Im not mad. My boyfriend is talking to me again so... Why should I be angry?", I shrugged.

"I just guessed since Leo--".

"I think Im old enough to make decisions on my own", I smirked. Kol laughed,"I gotta go now anyways, Ive got a date". I nodded and waved goodbye as he walked down the path. A date? Already? Wait why do I even care? Oh my gosh! I think Im jealous!

[AN:-yeah so its alot longer like I promised but I think all my chapters need to be atleast this length... I know what Im doing with the next couple chapters and I didnt want to put any more into this because if I did I probably wouldnt know what to write after that... I know theres only 15 chapters in the first book but I think I might write more in this one... Anyways thanks fans and fanlettes! love you all xoxo]