how we see it (sequel to 'how I see it') [PLL and TVD inspired]

chapter 12.

Chapter 12.

I honestly didnt know what to do. I was so bored its unbelievable! I decided to call Elena but she was with Elijah and Rebekah so she couldnt talk... Then the thought struck me. Id write in my diary! I took out the brown, leather bound book with 'Marissa' punched into the leather cover and a fountain pen and sat down at my desk.

Dear Diary (its August 2nd at around 12:00pm),

Well Ive got nothing else to do... So here I am, on a Saturday, alone and writing in my diary. I tried calling Elena but she's busy and Im guessing so are Caroline and Bonnie so now Im sitting here thinking about home. A.K.A Damon. I miss him so much! I feel like we've been apart for so long yet its only been a couple days. And then theres Kol. I havent seen him since I left to go home and now Im back and hes still AWOL. It sucks! I wish he didnt see me as more than a friend. Because then thered be no awkwardness! I wouldnt of had to go home, we wouldnt of kissed and well basically everything would be alot simpler. Dont judge! A girl can dream okay? Anyway I just wish I could see him... In fact I think I'll go grab a coffee. See the girls or something. I cant stay cooped up in my room like Anne Frank my whole life, right?

And thats what I did. I put my diary away and went out. Since the coffee shop was only a couple blocks away I walked. I got about 3 shops away from it until my phone went. Text. I pulled out my cell and opened up the new message; 'Join me for a coffee babe? Maybe we can scheme about how we're gonna take down Ali! --A xoxo.' Ughhh! This 'A' bitch was getting on my last nerve. I kept walking though and went for my latte anyway. When I sat down, Emily came and sat across from me. "Hey!", she grinned. Aw Emily. Always so happy.

"Hi", I smiled back.

"Can I ask you about something Marissa?"

"Um... Sure".

"Have you been getting any... Weird texts?". I froze. "Yeah actually", I laughed nervously.

"From A?".

"Well yeah... Long story but I started getting them from 'K' before I came here... But now theyre all from A".

"Well mines have all been about A threatning to reveal my secrets unless I do what thet want. Well 'we' not just me... All of us have been getting them. Except I dont really know about Ali".

"Seriously?! All my texts have been A asking me to help them take down Alison!".

"What?! So A wants you to be, like what?.. B?", she gasped. I shrugged. I honestly didnt know who A could be or why they would want ME to help and not someone like Spencer who's crazy smart. "I should go... I'll let the others know what we talked about... And we'll probably need to meet up some time to figure things out", Emily got up and left me sitting alone. I quickly drank the rest of my coffee and went home to call Damon.

After a couple rings Damon picked up. "Hey babe, cant talk now", he said quickly.

"But Damon its important. Its abou--".

"We can talk later okay? bye!". The line went dead. Honestly? I was doubting that this long distance relationship was going to last much longer. I almost jumped with joy when my cell rang. But it was only a text; 'Aw poor baby! Boyfriend not interested anymore:(? I know what will help! Killing Alison DiLaurentis!!! Doesnt that sound like fun?! --A xoxo". I threw my phone at me bed angrily but it simply bounced and landed on my pillow unharmed. I had never in my life felt like curling up in a ball and crying so badly in my life tgan I did in that moment. And thats exactly what I did.

[AN:-hey hey! Alot happier with this chapter. I think I like all the alone scenes in this for some reason... Theres something vulnerable about Marissa here... I feel like we see a different side to a few people in this. I mean Damon's always had time for Marissa right? So whats changed? Do you think they'll survive? Anyway please vote and fan! love youuu!]