Is there a reason for living? ( BSD X BNHA)

Chapter 4

Dazai POV: 14 years old  

  Mori is letting me go and meet the others for the first time, but I'm getting list of rules I have to follow I guess it's whatever. I ended up finding the list on a desk. 

1. Your name is Dazai Osamu 

2. Dye your hair brown 

3. You will be under me and listen to my orders 

4. Last and final rule NEVER tell ANYONE about this or your past and your real name

Please meet me in the Bosses room, so I can show you some more medical procedures~Ougi Mori 

It doesn't seem to bad, but the more I look at them the more controlling they seem. I do as they say and head to the room it has directions to get there on the back of the paper.  I see Mori in front of the Bosses room he turns to look at me " Hello Dazai I didn't expect you to make it here this fast, so the Boss is deathly sick so I'm here for a check up" I wanna bet that he was waiting for me the whole time and expected me to be here so fast but I play along and nod my head following him in.  

   I see the Boss in bed sleeping as Mori is doing a normal check up, but by the end he pulled out a scalpel and Slices the Bosses neck as blood spatters everywhere Mori says his order "The Boss has passes due to his illness, He left word saying I will inherit is position as the boss" He terns to me with blood all over and his eyes dilated " You are my witness, got it?" I stare blankly my eyes darken It reminds me of my Mother but less bloody, but my Mother was the only person I will cry for but even with her I was fake so what's the point on showing emotions for  guy I don't even know. 

  As time passes I have met people like Chibi, Ango, and Odasaku..... Odasaku is the only person I truly care about he's like a parent to me and the only one I consider a true friend and caretaker even though Mori is my actual caretaker, but Oda is more important to me. I also became the youngest executive. 

   Odasaku reminds me of my Mother 

  FLASHBACK  

     I was at Lupins Bar sitting with Odasaku when he begins to speak " So Dazai when's your Birthday" I was pretty shock by this question but you couldn't see it " Why is that so Important" Oda seemed to lightly chuckled " to know when we can celebrate, because Birthday's are always important" my eyes gazed over that's what my Mom would always say when we celebrated.... 

" July 15th... When is yours?" He seemed shocked but answered with no hesitation " October 26"  I recognize that date I scan through my memories of the old that's when I realized 

   That was when my mom died.... 

I looked down at my glass is he seemed notice and asked "is something wrong" I was about to tell him but then I remember rule number 4. then changed my mind I put on my fake smile and responded " Nothing Odasaku why would even ask that" He seemed to doubt me answer but accepted it anyway and our night continued like normal, but the thought of my mother lingers in my head I want to tell him but I don't want that to happen to me 

FLASHBACK #2  

I was with Mori in his office alone he started off the conversation " I don't think I told you of the consequences of breaking the rules I gave you" I nodded my head "No sir you haven't", to be honest I never thought of breaking them but I have nothing to lose or gain if I break them " Oh is that so I will inform you then, if you break any of them you will die a painful death then I will then set him up to find your body, and then set him up to look like traitor and have him executed with the kids he cares about so much", as hearing those conditions I thought of one thing 

   I can never have that happen to Odasaku, he doesn't deserve death 

   A/N: Sorry for the small chapters and longer upload times my mental health is still down, but slowly getting better and I have been rather busy. I can't promise a longer chapter and a set date of when this will be updated, but I will be sooner and I will not abandoned this in the future.