Chapter 15

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Later that night Hizashi can be found at Aizawa's door with a shaky breath he knocks. Every second after that knock feels like a year and then the door slowly opens to reveal a tired man that he calls a friend. 

Aizawa hears a knock then looks at the clock then wonders who the hell would be up at two in the morning. Reluctantly getting up and opening the door he sees Hizashi looking the most conflicted as ever this startles him because this man is the most resolved and confident man that he has ever met. Inviting him inside was the only option at this point because the black haired man couldn't find the courage to close the door on the blond man. 

They sat on the couch and the first thing out of the blond's mouth was " I saw Dazai" the other man was terrified as his voice sounded lifeless.  But he nodded on so he could continue " It was at a cemetery and he was at a grave but he looked void of emotions like a doll he held flowers giving them to the stone like it was a breathing human" the blond was shaking "h-his eyes were dead reflecting no emotions. I was going to tell you later but every time I close my eyes I just see his face and those blank eyes staring at me, we have to save him but we can't tell Nedzu because who knows what he'll do."  Hizashi was frantically shaking his eyes widening the more he talked expanding at the mention of his eyes it's weird seeing him like this I mean he's known as the funny but chill guy who can always make jokes to lighten the mood, but if you saw him now you couldn't tell if he's the same person or an impostor.  Aizawa didn't know what to do he was never good at this kind of stuff, so he laughed and through his giggles he made out a sentence "wow you are actually smart for once, good job" it managed to distract the blond so much he temporarily forgot about Dazai. 

As the night went on Yamada got some much needed sleep. Aizawa decided to stay up knowing that he couldn't sleep even if he tried, so here he is sipping coffee at 2 in the morning and thinking about what the blond just told him. Honestly he was surprised that Hizashi was smart enough to realize that telling Nedzu would make matters worse, but he knew that heroes didn't give him enough credit on his smarts. They only saw a dumb loud blond but little did they know that he was people and street smart. Like looking at his grades in school he was the lowest out of everyone the only exception was English, but he made it  in the hero world because of his people skills, and streets smarts having high grades isn't what will define your worth as a hero. I can also admit that I don't give him enough credit so I guess I'll talk about it with him tomorrow or another day to try and come up with ideas on what to do with dazai. 

Laying in his apartment with alcohol around him, eyes red and puffy. Overall looking like a total wreck his computer screen lightened up with a new email from 'Odasaku'. 

Odasaku: Hello Dazai, How's your day been I hope that your new classmates are treating you well :) 

Dazai: Hm, it is fine, you?

Odasaku: I know your lying Dazai tell me the truth. Please I'm your friend remember that 

Dazai: I know but I am not lying~  

Dazai: anyways good night~~ 

Odasaku: good night? it's 2 in the morning you should be asleep 

Dazai: that is why I am saying good night :) 

shutting down the computer and going back to staring at the ceiling contemplating if I should tell him, but then I realize that everything I might say can be used against me. Deciding against it I open another bottle to drown in tonight. 

A/N: So it has been a while per say. Um sorry for the wait I will try to do better but that solely depends on my motivation that is non existent right now.  See ya in the next chapter when ever that is.   :) 

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