I put my hands over my eyes
And squeeze them shut tight
And scream
I don't stop screaming
There's so much pain inside
And it won't go away
And it won't go away
And it won't go away
And screaming isn't helping
Do you understand?
I don't.
Make it stop.
I cant make it stop.
Pain
Pain
Pain
Pain
Pain
Pain
Please go away
This hurts so bad
Finally tears come out of my eyes
But they are too late
The pain has won
And it killed another piece of me
It's killing me all over again.
My throat hurts.
Idiot.
It didn't help anyways.
Stop shaking you dumbass
Why the hell are you so upset
Nothing happened
Shut the fuck up
And stop complaining.
You fucking brat
Stop being so petty
Stop being so stupid
Stop stop stop
No more
I'm done writing
I need to stop
Why can't I?
STOP COMPLAINING
UGH
BITCH
I just want it all to stop.
It hurts.
So.
Fucking.
Much.
I can't describe it...
Please know what I'm talking about.
It isn't going away.
I just hid it while you were here.
And while I was texting.
I quit.
Ill be back.
But I quit.
I'm turning off my phone
I'm disappearing.
Ill be back.
No one will notice
Ill be back.
I'm sorry I keep saying that but I'm hoping it'll convince me not to do anything stupid.
Don't worry about me
Ill be okay.
I'm not going to do anything stupid I promise.
I'm just going to watch a movie.
It's called Hick.
Stay safe loves.
<3 <3 Alli.
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Isabelle's Poetry Journal (a continuation of Homesick Angel)
PoetryMy name is Isabelle I am 15 years old (not my real age.) I am a "Homesick Angel" at least that's what I'm told I am called the people like me are called the people who are depressed suicidal empty numb those people they're just trying to go home T...
