Isabelle's Poetry Journal (a continuation of Homesick Angel)

Innocent

When I cry

The green in my eyes really shows

And when I laugh

They crinkle around the edge

When I smile

There's a mischievous light in them

And it's as if I'm innocent again

My friend took a lot of screenshots

Of me on Skype

Just random ones

Same day and stuff to mess with me

Lol

And I was going through their phone when I saw them

And I was laughing

In almost every one I was laughing and smiling

And joking around with them

I was innocent again

Never let a person who makes you feel like that get away

Cause they are priceless

And I absolutely love them to death

They made me innocent again.

They put laughter in my eyes

And happiness in my mind

Them.

I am innocent again

They proved to me

That there is always a bright spot in this mass of gray that is earth

It makes people innocent again

It can make you innocent again

Innocent

Let me clarify what I mean by that

I mean laughing, smiling, carefree

No fucked up suicidal depressed thoughts

Or anything

Your a child again

Without a worry in the world

And it's all magical

I saw magic in the air

Fairies , Elves

Leprechauns, A talking toaster

Princesses, Happy endings

It was all real when I talked with them

Those screenshots ...

They have changed me

I have them for proof to myself

That I won't always have to be as fucked up as I am right now

Ill keep them to show to people

"Look, it's never too late

Look, it doesn't always have to be this way

Look, there's always a bright spot

Look, I found the light at the end of the tunnel.."

Maybe I can change

Back to that innocent little girl