I went to sleep after I got done eating the rest of my breakfast. Since he's only feeds me once a day. I went to sleep. I woke up and my brother had been in my room I noticed because I had a new bruise. I was done messing around and I was looking for my weakness. I remember my favorite suicide poem
Fake smiles
Dead eyes
Scratch wrist
Bruised thighs
White pills
Rope tied
Gun loaded
Suicide
I think about my fear of water. I never knew how to swim. I head over to the lake. My body is shaking in fear because of the memory. As I sit by the lake everyone stares and tells me I'm not going to do it. They all gather around I look at them I tell them it's all their fault and I jump in. They look in shock me thinking they'll save me. Little did I know all they did was laugh and breathe harder. They still were shouting mean name. As I drown I'm now dead are u happy now. I wake up sweating looking at myself hoping it was real but sadly it wasn't. I sadly got out of bed for the new day of beating.
YOU ARE READING
My "LIFE"
HorrorI lay on the floor pale not breathing its such a weird feeling. Ive never had before. Did i actually do the deed of dying???
