Episode 14: A different approach over time

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As Sehun enters his home he smells a delicious meal coming from the kitchen. Whenever they have a rare disagreement JB makes an amazing meal, and says he is sorry. They kiss, make-up and have amazing sex. But nothing changes. That will not work. It will not be easy because Sehun loves him so much.

He walks into the kitchen and find his mate pulling a hot casserole out of the oven. He stands there for a moment and gathers up his strength. He has no idea where things will lead. It is all so complicated and scary. Could this be their end? Their breakup?

JB turns around and sees his lover as he places his casserole on the quartz center island.

JB turns around and sees his lover as he places his casserole on the quartz center island

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"Welcome home baby," he says excitedly as he walks over and kisses him on his cheek. "I made you your favorite, a butter garlic shrimp casserole. But let's talk first."

Sehun nods as JB takes his hand and leads him to the living area. Sehun is quiet and will allow JB to take the lead here.

"First Sehun I'm deeply sorry and ashamed for how I behave today," he says lowering his head. "I-I heard everything you said, and you are right. I have been too afraid to grow. I want to grow. And I want a big life with you. I love you Sehun."

"JB, I love you too, but growth takes action and work. If you were able to do it on your own, you would have done it. You are very smart and capable. But-"

"Sehun, I had a conversation with Dr. Jung today. He emailed me the evaluation form which I completed and returned fright away. My first appointment is tomorrow at 6:30 am."

"What? You did all of that?"

"Dr. Jung has a very kind voice and we talked for about 20 minutes. He like really listened to me. I like him. He understands why this is so scary for me. I have a good feeling about him Sehun."

"What changed JB? Because you can't do this for me, you have to do it for yourself, or it won't work."

"Sehun, when I realized that you were willing to work on yourself for the purpose of personal growth and for a better relationship, I knew I could do the same. I had no idea how I was hurting you. I never wanted that. You are the best man ever. I am tired of living this way and I need help. I just want to be free to have a healthy relationship with you. Me provoking you to hit me was because of my own pain. I am ready to do the work, no matter how scared I am. I am more afraid of losing you than I am of talking about my past with Dr. Jung. I hope you will continue to do this with me. If you cannot be with me, I understand. I just-,"

"JB, if you are ready to work on getting better, I am all in with you and I could not be happier."

"Oh Sehun, I love you."

"I know and I love you too," Sehun says as he binds his boyfriend in a tight hug.

Tae POV 2 days later

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