Sehun's POV 10 minutes earlier
"Goodbye."
I touch the phone disconnect icon in my vehicle as I drive towards the restaurant for my meeting with Jong-woo. I could tell that JB was upset by his call. I didn't hear very much but enough that led me to question what I heard. I probed him further out of concern for him. He told me, had I not overheard part of his conversation, he would not have shared it with me yet. But being face to face with my question he could not lie to me.
I was shocked after he told me about his call with Jungkook. I didn't know what to think or do for like a minute. My mind went blank. Once clarity came back, I just kissed JB on his cheek, told him I'd be fine and that I'd call him when I was done. He nodded and I left.
"Fuck, Jong-woo is my brother. I want to analyze this which I know will only lead to an entanglement of my feelings, so I don't. My next thought is to call my mother. Wrong choice. This is mine to handle and the only one with the answers that I need is Jong-woo.
I was wired and I needed to organize my thoughts and redirect. I'm just grateful that Dr. Jung was available. I feel clear and I know what I'm going to do and say when I see him.
As I enter the café, I see him in the back, sitting in a quiet location. He raises his hand slightly getting my attention. He has a soft smile as I look at him armed with new information, and I see him with different eyes. I search his eyes and see my youngest sister, Rani. How interesting that is, I think. My movements for a brief moment feel awkward. I don't think I would have ever made the connection prior. I love my sisters and I swallow the lump that forms in my throat as I near his table. I did not expect to be overtaken by a connection that is alien to any other that I have experienced before. Dr. Jung told me to expect the unexpected and to let my feelings guide me. I think this is what he meant.
I take a seat and listen. That is my plan. At the end of my conversation with Dr. Jung, I realized that nothing changes how I feel about wanting to know my sibling. Now I know I have a brother. I still want to know him and now I have more information. Jong-woo is my friend. What better start could there be to a relationship? I choose not to overreact or form conclusions that may be false. Of course, I have questions. But I trust him. He's a cool dude, still. I will not steal his thunder or let him know that I know. As I take my seat, I notice feelings of excitement and joy rising in me. I can see he is anxious. A man like Jong-woo being nervous? Impossible, I would have thought previously. But I also know that anxiety comes when something is important, and we want to do our best. I believe that this is important to him as it is to me. This cannot be easy for him and yes even Jong-woo, my hero, is human. The waiter comes and I order a coffee and he orders a water with lemon.
"I see you still are enjoying your coffee." He sneers and then chuckles.
"Yes, I am. And I see you are still in my business." I smile and add four sugar packets and two creams as he laughs. We are off to a good start, and I am looking forward to hearing what he'll say.
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Superstar Season 3
FanfictionThis is the continuation of Superstar: A Taekook Love Story. My first self published story. Seasons one and two are available in video form. Those Seasons can be found on my profile page. Go to the heading, 'About' and click on tab to open the drop...