Blind Love

chapter 20- Betrayal

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As I undid the sealing I saw a ring fall out.
' Dear Y/n,
By the time you open this I'll be gone I'm sorry that I couldn't keep my short lived promise I'm sorry I'm not the first thing you hold or first thing you see, but ppease remember I love you, I have left not out of hate for you or even sadness but because of Edward and Bella. Speaking of your sister you ( unfortunately) still have to look after her she's not like you she's not half as strong as you. If Alice does something, says something it wasn't on my accord. If you are crying while reading this I'm eternally sorry. If you hate me while reading this I don't think I can forgive myself, and if you stop loving me to the point you could read this in anothers arms then I will eternally miss you but I wish you the best. If you imprinted on a wolf then I hope he treats you well.
Forever yours,
Jasper' I wanted to run to him I want my Jasper back.

I softly folded the note and put it inside to see a small wad of cash for Japan, Italy, Russia, Mexico, America, and Paris. All the places I wanted to go. I slipped on the ring.

" It appears to me deapite your strong sadness you love him more then life." " He's the kinda guy to take me horseback riding under the stars only to see me smile. I can't help these feelings but I also can't help the large fact he left" Caius hugged me in a awkward uncle manor as if comforting was a foreign concept but I guess to him it was. " I'm sure things will work out, your talented, and from what I can tell a gorgeous human, not to mention strong any man, weather he be vampire, human, or mutt" I smiled " maybe you should keep some of your wisdom for yourself and the people you have to govern." I told him lightly.

" Maybe but right you seem to be in need of it more." I smiled at him " thanks uncle Caius if you will excuse me I wish to speak about absolutely nothing with my two children." " Jane and Alec are lucky to have a mother figure like you as well. Take care dear."

As I walked through the castle I found a room full of gym equipment. I smiled and started on the treadmill running a good human speed. Jane and Alec flew in " are you okay, you mustn't go wondering off like that" " we do worry mother how about we go to the garden." I smiled " I would love that" I responded as they dragged me along with them. As we stepped outside light peaked through shining down on the flowers. I ran out and twirled in the field of neat flowers. " I'm glad you like it mother, I find nature suits you best." I patted Alec's head " I can't help but agree." I cheesed.

As two months flew by I found myself more and more ready to stay here. I soon had to leave however Charlie wanted me home from Sam so my vacation was cut short. I sat abord the plane and all I could think about was Jasper. As I got out Sam was waiting in wolf form. I grabbed my stuff and left to the woods. He sniffed at a sled like thing. I put my bags in and got on we moved quickly through the cold I kept close to his fur.

As we arrived back it was night and Emily barreled out the door hugging me " Hi Emily I missed you two." She nodded on my head in agreeance. " You love her more then me." Sam fake whined.

I was playing foot ball when Charlie showed up. " Y/n your coming home that's the end of that." " But I like it here" "I don't care you don't get to act like this, without a care in the world while your sister is at home heartbroken. Especially after all she's done for you." I felt my cheeks flare in anger. " I can do whatever I want you didn't care when I your daughter came back heartbroken, you didn't care when I your daughter with eye problems came back at the middle of the night face soaked in tears, clothes scratched up, dull eyed, and whimpering lip you only cared for Bella. I want to stay." " Are you not grateful for everything we have done for you, me and your mother stayed up countless nights taking care of you, coaxed your worries away, fed you, clothed you, even got you a service dog."

It began to rain as my fist clenched. " I'm grateful for those things but a lot of the things you named you did for Bella, you do them without a second thought, and you do them as a damn parent. You had two daughters on your own free will and account. You knew what you were doing." " Y/n I think you should go" Sam said I turned to him " your kicking me out?" " Yes you have a family to go live with I know you don't want to but you have things to sort out."

I felt my trust snap in half how dare he the same person who put me in therapy send me back to the house of trauma. ' Fuck you Sam, you know the shit I told you, I fucking went to therapy cause of this shit and you send back to the trauma house your so smart and wise, don't bother contacting me.' I thought as I shoved my things into the car. As we drove home Charlie didn't bother I got out I redid my room. As I laid down i heard scream. I shot up. I walked to the door " GET THE FUCK UP BELLA" I shout and soon enough the door opened.