chapter 15- Almost dead

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Your pov:
I stood but quickly collasped my breathing becoming uneven I felt water on my face. I couldn't hear anyyhing but ringing in my ears I felt kisses on my head and waves of calmness rushing over me. I slowly regain my hearing and sense of smell.

I inhaled Jasper's scent calming me rven more. I reached for his hand and when I got it I held it to my chest the familiar coldness making me feel better. " We have to go, Bella's in danger" I blurted and stood " woah you know that's not necessary the others can handle it." " Jasper no they can't I'm telling you it won't work." " I'll walk you down there to show you." We started and when we arrived they were standing outside about to go in. I moved behind Jasper as glas flew out. " I told you" I said.

" What happened" Edward growled at Jasper " Don't growl at him, and for your information Bella snuck away while acting like she was getting a drink in the lobby." I said " have you been crying?" " maybe I haven't maybe I have but that's not the point we need to set James on fire." I said and they nodded Jasper rushed in forgetting me as I walked in. I heard James freeze " so you did bring her, the meal of this." I had made my way behind him as he stood over Bella his only blindside.

He went to bite and he managed but I threw him across the room " Just the girl of honor." He said " You know if you do forget all your memories I might marry you." Me and Jasper quickly deheaded him " I would never want your damn mouth to touch me." I said.  Jasper threw his head. I rushed to Bella " she doesn't have that much time, Edward your going to have to." Edward backed away " I won't be able to stop." " Edward she's got a minute best." He backed up " I can't, I won't be able to-" I grabbed Bella's wrist and sucked as much posion out as possible spitting it onto the wood. I felt light headed but kept going " almost out." Carlisle said. I inhaled using it for suction and spit " that should be all of it." I checked her pulse and brought her wrist back up. Spitting out more venom. I cut off circulation it had made it's way up her arm in seconds. I had to use my dog tags for this but it was worth it. I swayed as I finished.

" You just had a full on panic attack and mental break down your over doing it Y/n you can't go much longer" Jasper screamed.

Nobody's pov:
Jasper was being held by Esme and Roasile " Edward do something, someone do something." Jasper screamed for some to help his mate. Roasile and Esme looked away. Jasper made a few steps and Alice and Emmett were holding him back. His eyes glazed over " Y/n stop."

The room went dead silent when they saw you spit your heart slowing. Jasper fell to his knees screaming. " Stop Y/n your killing yourself stop, Edward can do it." You swayed your body not allowing you to do that, Carlilse checked and breathed in relief " she's fine." He said referring to Bella. He couldn't stop, Jasper couldn't stop he threw all 4 vampires off of him and into seperate objects and crossed the distance to you.

He felt dead at your non- existing heartbeat. He had just lost his soulmate. " You dumbasses." He mumbled " Jasper she choose to do th-" " NO" Jasper roared he was done fed up with the bullshit Alice was about to say. " SHE DID WHAT EDWARD WAS TOO SCARED TO DO, WHAT ALL OF YOU WERE TOO SCARED TO DO I COULD HAVE HELPED I WANTED TO HELP HER BUT YOU HELD ME AWAY FROM, YOU ALL ARE AT FAULT FOR MY SOULMATE AND THE ONE PERSON WHO MADE ME HAPPY'S DEATH." Jasper wished he could cry and sob but all that did was make him wish that he was still human that you never got involved with this, that you would have not been drawn to him or that even if you were it was normal and human and you could be taught easily how to defend yourself and it would be your opponent and you who had a even playing feild.

He truly felt broken.

The other Cullen's felt guilty. Esme had lost her second child the miracle she had been blessed with was gone. Roasile had lost the one person she felt didn't see her as a pretty face or a victim but as a strong women who doesn't need a man to be strong she felt as though her older understanding sister was gone, Alice felt she lost a twin a sister her heart ached with guilt, Carlisle felt he had lost a daughter and that he had failed at protecting you, Emmett couldn't look at Jasper or your dead body it made him remember the jokes and laughter the petty fights he couldn't deal with it, but Edward he felt the worst of all he felt he had lost a sister, ruined the living twins life, killed you, and that he should have done something instead of being a stupid coward but none of them had to power of reversing time.

They took Bella to a hospital but Jasper stayed over your dead body "Jasper we have to go." Esme said " no I'm not leaving her" Jasper said heartbroken." You have to come on this is the first step of thousands to be okay and moving on." " I was more the okay with her, and I don't want to move on." The rest of the Cullens entered. Emmett finally looked and it broke him even more.

" YOUR MONSTERS YOU K-" Jasper did get to finish as a hand covered his mouth he looked down at you in his arms and felt a tear roll.

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