Blind Love

chapter 12- Bella finds out

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Jasper was horny I think it was my fault I'm not sure. He is asking if I'm horny I feel a knot in my stomach yes but I never really got sexual education from anyone. " I don't know I have this knot in my stomach but again I don't know" " does your vagina tingle?" I nodded " do you want to ask one of my sisters or..." " Alice" I said loudly she zoomed in I closed the door behind her " what can I help you with" " How does it feel to be horny?" " well you kinda want a certain person to have sex with you, your dripping which could stain underwear, your vagina tingles, wh- you mean yo- remember the condoms and birth control if you jsut want extra protection." I nodded Alice zoomed away. " So yes I am horny." " Do you want me to help" " yeah but I want to wait till we get marriage before I lose my virginity if that makes since." He nodded " okay" I felt a woosh and I was on the bed my panties down Jasper was somewhere but very quiet " are you sure we can stop, also the safeword if you want me to stop at any period of time is consent." I nodded he leaned in and as his tounge hit my bud I felt this tingle up my spin. He caressed my thigh while doing so. This felt really good " that feels good" I said my voice barely forming the words. " I'm glad it's not painful." " Jasper~" I moaned softly he froze before his tounge slipped in I arched my back a little and the knot started to get tighter but when his tounge crossed a certain spot I saw stars he licked there several times the knot came unlose. He left my hole and rubbed my thigh softly he kissed my forehead and cuddled with me. " You did really good" he praised I snuggled in his chest " baby we unfortunately have school" " I actually don't have school just you." Jasper clearly didn't like this " I'll be fine I have plenty things to do here I wont leave the house" " if anything happens, you need something, you want something, you run out of anything, you get hurt, anything at all call me." I nodded as I grabbed his face and shared a see you later kiss with him. " Be safe" he said and left I walked down stairs saying bye to everyone " Oh and next time try and be a little quieter" Emmett teased " noted I be so quiet you won't even scream when I kill you." He shuddered " Jasper get your wife" " She didn't do anything wrong." I rolled my eyes and told them goodbye. Esme was still here " I kinda need to make a nest for me and Jasper, I also want to make our room super comfortable for him" " A nest? I forget your true soulmates, Carlisle said you would probably want to change the whole house around" I shook my head " I would never change another's home to make me comfortable." " And we love your consideration and kindness on that matter. We actually have a room it's the second largest room would you like it to be your own we know Jasper really wants you to feel welcomed, he gave us a hour lecture on it." " That's my soulmate for you, I would love the room" " great" I walked with her to the room. It was huge, we spent hours making everything right I made my nest up and I cleaned the room I also added a library on the lower floor level. " We got a lot done today." I shared to Esme " yes we did my dear " " would you mind if I called you mom?" " No I wouldn't" I smiled at her we talked about many things and I cooked some food and made her some tea " try it for me please" she sipped it and then whispered out  " this is delicious are you sure you aren't a culinary prodigy?" " I just cook cause with Rene she wasn't really around and I couldn't put that on Bella." " You seem to sacrifice a lot for your family." " It's not a sacrifice it's just what needed to be done. " Esme kissed my head as Jasper parked in the driveway " I walked to the door and opened it. I moved quickly to Jasper " I missed you" " I missed you more " " awww that's so cute." Jasper kissed my forehead I began to tell him about my day and how me and Esme just talked and had tea. He walked to our old room and looked infuriated " where is all of our stuff" I grabbed his hand then his face covering his eyes " focus on me and calm down it's alright I promise okay" he nodded slowly I dragged him to our new room and he gasped " you nested" I smiled " suprise" " you don't know how happy that makes me, you nested in my home" he hugged me spinning me around " this is what me and Esme did all day." " Guys come look" Jasper shouted. They rushed in to see " you nested" Alice cheered. " It's gorgeous, and so detailed." " Jasper that's not all" he looked confused but I pointed to study and library area. " Your definitely Jasper's" Emmett said " why do you say that?" " I don't know you have weapons for decoration." " Who ever said they were for decoration?" I asked he shivered.

Edward got home late. " Where were you" I asked cooking dinner for myself " Bella she knows" I almost dropped the pan " you know the Voulturi won't allow it" I said angry at him for putting my sister in harms way. " You think I don't know that" I raised my knife in anger " Clearly not let's be very clear, if my sister ends up dead I'll kill you no matter the price I have to pay." " Kill me, you can't even fight" " oh really, you wish to die."