Coffee or Whiskey || Yoongi/Suga FF

XLIV - Finally... THE TALK...

She focused her self preparing the coffee while Yoongi sat accross her watching her every move. She got so conscious that several times she spilled some of the ground coffee then dropped the frothing pitcher...

Yoongi, no longer unable to hold it, turned his half smile into a wide chuckle. "Hey... Should I go back to the living room? I am afraid you'll break the brew pot if I stay here."

'You weren't suppose to follow me in the first place.' Is what's in her head but of course, that's not what came out of her mouth. "Your fine. Stay there. Just not used to someone watching while I brew." - 'Specially that it's YOU'...

A few minutes of silence has passed...

"Y/N?" Yoongi breaking the silence.

"Hmmm?" Was all she answered while making sure she catches every drip.

"Aren't we gonna talk about stuff?" Yoongi is trying to catch her eyes while asking.

Y/N was stunned for a while but immediately picked up. "I guess there's no way of avoiding this anymore, huh?" She swiftly moved to give Yoongi his coffee...

"Let's stay here." Yoongi said when she was about to leave her side of the counter. "I think I can be closer to you here." He smiled shyly.

She sat back and they simultaneously placed their arms on top of the counter which made the tip of their fingers touch. Y/N pulled her hand away but Yoongi was quicker and held it in place...

"Not gonna let go this time..." he said looking into her eyes. "This week was like hell to me. Trust me, I never wanted to do it this way but when Namjoon presented the oppprtunity, I was just... I was just more than glad to grab it."

Y/N intensely looked at his catlike eyes... 'They're really pretty.' Was all she could think of but snapped out to ask "Why?" Not attempting to pull her hand away.

"Same question I ask my self..." he answered switching his gaze on to their hands.

"Got the answer yet?" She asked hesistantly.

He looked up again "Like I said earlier, I missed you..." loud sigh of relief... "I missed you like crazy... I missed you soooo bad..." grip getting tighter while rubbing his thumbs on hers.

Y/N panicked a bit. 'Why does he have to be this direct.'
"You... Uhm... You know it isn't enough-"

"I like you..." he said with a straight face directly looking into her eyes. "Will that be enough for a reason?"

All she hears now is her heartbeat. Mouth and eyes wide open, she was rendered speechless...