Love at First Sight

Part 17

» Song by Billie Eilish

Julia sit down slowly next to Lando, because she's holding two mug of tea and better not to spill it. She give a cheeky smile at Lando, handing the mug to Lando. Julia make herself comfortable and take a sip.

But Lando.. he's not doing nothing. All he just do is stare at the tea, looking at his own face through the water, with no words coming out. After Julia put the mug down on her lap, she look to Lando's face, that still looking down.

It makes her worry, he's not talking since he get into Julia's room. Like something is not right. Julia sigh, placing her mug on the nightstand.

"Lando". Julia whisper, she don't want to scare him or he will spill the tea. He jump a bit and look at Julia before turning back to the tea. "Oh yeah, sorry I um.." he paused "not in the mood". He said, give some tap on the hot mug of tea. Julia stare at it for no reason.

When he said not in the mood, that's 100% that he is having a problem. And Julia convince that the most of the problem is about them. Why? Because Julia is having the problem just like Lando's.

Before Julia start talking and start this conversation, she sigh and grab his hand, hold it tightly. She get some heat on his hand, probably because his hand is too long on the mug.

Lando study with all of her movements, just trying to know what is really going on. Lando still sit there in confused, looking half of her face, because of her lose hair.

Julia take a deep breath and start it first. "You know that you can tell me now". She hold his hand tighter, for suddenly. Lando put down the mug on the other nightstand and lean his head back on the headboard.

He shut his eye, just like his head is absolutely dizzy right now. Which he is, he think too much. "Julia.. I kinda feel that we're going to fast". He said it out, this is exactly what Julia want to talk about. It's facts by the way.

"Yeah me too.. I know you feel it too". Julia also leaning her head on the headboard, but still holding hand.

Lando turn his body a bit to Julia just to look at her face for some minutes, trying to find any answers if there is.

They both stay in silence, and Julia don't want to stay like this. So she break the silence. "We only met for 3 days" 4 days technically "and I can't believe we can be this close".

Her voice tone is not what expect, it's not the happy emotional voice tone. It's like frustrated or something like it. "Ya ya I know. I'm trying my best to stay with you". He lean his head on Julia's shoulder.

Julia get closer to him and decide to take one of her hand onto Lando's hair. He stroke it softly, and enjoying the moment. The depressing moment.

"I don't even know where you belong, or who are you". Julia sigh out, closing both of her eyes to stay calm as much as she could.

Lando lift up his head from Julia's neck, and stare at her face. Not looking anywhere else expect her eye. Julia notice it from the corner of her eye. "Then.. we should get to know each other". He said, admiring her beautiful face.

A slight smile rest across Julia's face. Then they both giggling. This should be a serious conversation, but turns out, it's a friendly conversation. It all happens because of their dorky face, laughs, smile, and their look in each other eye.