MORE THAN I EVER HOPED Book Two

Edward and Bella first date

                                  Bpov

 The loud cracking noise was a big live tree falling but when I tried to get out of the way I twisted my ankle. I got over to the walkie that flew out of my hands. I went to text but it wasn't typing. I kept trying to push buttons but nothing. I slammed it back down in frustration.

 Then I heard this weird static come the walkie. I picked it up and it quick. Ugh. I put my hands back down in frustration and then I heard it again. I picked it back up. "Bella is that you?" I heard Edward's voice. I did the same motion again and it did it again. I let out a long breath.

  "Oh, Bella thank god we been trying to get ahold of you. Your walkie must be broke. I hit the ground once. I smiled. I looked at the walkie and figure out there was a talk button. My face went sad. I could only really say Edward. I took a deep breath and press talk.

 "Edwa.." was all I could get out now. "It's alright Bella you really don't have to talk I know it's hard. Are you hurt, if you can't tell me somehow knock once for yes, two for no.

 I pressed the button and knocked on the walkie once. "Are you hurt bad?" I tapped twice. I laid the walkie down a moment and looked around. I looked around and noticed another fire had started. Now I'm really in trouble.

  I started tapping really fast on the walkie. I didn't know what else to do. I finally set the walkie down on my legs and scooted myself to a tree so I could get up better. I could hear Edward. But couldn't answer him. I put the antenna of the walkie in mouth.

"DAMN YOU ISABELLA MARIE SWAN WILL YOU ANSWER ME!"

  I finally was really pisst, and in pain "Sshh.. uu.." I couldn't say it.
"Are you really trying to tell me to shut up Bella?" Edward asked.
I pressed the button and tapped the tree once. I knew I had to limp my sorry ass out of here some how.

   I pressed the button "fffiii.." damn it! "Bella are you trying to say fire?" I knock once. "Are you surrounded." I knock once. "Waaalk oou."
I shake my head. Because I can't communicate like I need to. "Don't you dare Bella! We're almost there. This is what I need you to do, find something hard enough to make a loud noise and start hitting a tree can you do that."

  I knock once on the walkie. I look around and see a huge tree branch. I set down the walkie and limped to get the tree branch. I picked it up and broke off all the smaller pieces. I limped back over to the tree. I took off my jacket. Because I was getting to hot.

  I brought my arms back and started hitting the tree. I started to remember when my father hurt me and how I got my scars. I remembered what Tanya said to me. "AAAAGGGGGRRRGGGGHHHH!" I just screamed as loud as I could and took that tree branch and hitting it with all my anger, sadness, and all the hate that was all bottled up.

  WHY ME! I screamed out in my head. I just kept hitting the tree. WHY DID HE DO THIS TO ME? I kept screaming out in my head. The tears just kept falling Why am I remembering this now? Is it because I need to deal with it finally before I die.

   I DON'T UNDERSTAND? WHY? Then I heard Edward but I couldn't stop. I CAN'T UNDERSTAND WHY THEY DID THIS TO ME! HOW CAN MY OWN FATHER BEAT ME AND LEAVE ME WITH SCARS.. I felt Edward wrap one arm around me and the other one grab my hands.

 Then Edward spoke in my ear. "Bella, it's alright. Let it out!" I dropped the branch and collapse into Edward. I don't know how he knew but he did. All I did is cried. He picked me up and carried me out. I never left his arms.

  When we got back to the cabin he carried me to my room.
"I'm going to start you a shower. Then I'm going to go jump in my shower. When I come back we need to talk!" I just nodded.