MORE THAN I EVER HOPED Book Two

Edward breaks down

                                             Bpov

  I sat there and waited. Why does this all got to happen to me.
My life was getting better. Now it's being ripped apart again. I don't know what I'm going to do. I know my father, I know what he can do and how far he will go to get to me.

  I jumped when I heard the door. "Bella it's all right, I'm just here to put the bandages on you that's all." Carlisle kneel down in front me. "It don't seem like it now Bella and I know you feel like your world is falling apart around you yet again, but know this Bella I know you are strong and you do have family here that love you. I'm here if you need me."

    I managed to smile just a little to Carlisle. I see Edward standing at the door way with the look of concern on his face. Once Carlisle was done I motioned to Edward to sit beside me. I lean against him.  I heard him take a deep breath. I sit up and look at Edward and he has tears falling.

    I close my eyes and take a deep breath. I open my eyes back up and reach up and gently wipe away Edward tears. He turns and looks at me. "I'm sorry, I know I'm suppose to be strong, but it hard to see everything happen all over again.  I just don't want to lose you or you to resort to other measures again. I'm afraid for you." Edward explained.

    He was feeling my pain. How does he do that. I take  my hands and turn his face to look at me. I use my hands to talk to him. I point to myself. Then shake my head no and take my wrist and my other hand  run my finger across my wrist. Then I lifted his face back up. I spell out never. I was telling him I would never try to try and kill myself again.

    I pointed to him.  Then motion for his phone or paper. He gave me his phone.  I typed. Edward I have a reason to be here and be alive, and no matter  what happens now it won't change that. It's you. If it wasn't for you I wouldn't be here in the first place. I handed him the phone. I watched him read it. His hand covered his face.

  I shook my head. I scooted myself off the couch and in front of him.
It hurt but I didn't care. I took his hand away from his face and made him look at me. He just scooped me up off the floor and set me on his lap and wrapped his arms around me. I do not know how long he held all this in, but I wrapped my arms around him and just let him cry.

 Even though I went through everything, he was the one that was always there for me. I have loved him for as long as I could remember. I do not know how long he has had feelings for me. "Bella, I never even knew until now I was the reason you're being here today." He sat up.

    "I kept so much in to help you that I didn't realize until now how much I held in." He gently placed his  hands on both sides of my face. "If it wasn't for you I would of been hurt far worse from Tanya. I never thanked you for that. Because of that I found you and my best friend and my soul mate." Now I have tears falling. I leaned down and kissed him. It wasn't a long kiss but I wanted to show him what he said to me meant a lot. We had our forehead together. "Let's say we get you out of that hospital gown and changed. Then I will get that face clean off."  I nod my head. Edward helped me get changed into a nightgown and carried me into the bathroom.

    He got my face washed off. "Come on you need to get your rest." He carried me to his bed. "I'm just going to clean up and take a shower then go talk to my dad. I will sleep right there on that couch if you need me all right."

    I nod to him. I lay down. It doesn't take me long to fall asleep.
My hands felt as if they were being pinned down. I looked up to see James face looking down at me. His other hand was groping my body. I didn't want to here I didn't want him to touch me like this.

    I was trying to scream but couldn't I kept trying to look for Edward but he was gone. Something not right. Then I see Charlie face to beside James also touching me.  "Let's have some fun with her!" I try to fight against them. "ARRRGGGHHH!!" I scream out. "Bella, look at me!" I heard Edward say to me. I turn and look at him.

  "Bella, breath." I start to breath heavy realizing it was just a nightmare. But it also did happen and I was scared out of my mind. "Bella your your safe!" I wrap my arms around Edward as tight as I could.  I just cried.

                                 Epov

    Bella put a death grip on me. She started crying. That's when I knew she dreamed of what happened to her tonight. "It's alright Bella!" I kissed the top of her head. I knew she wasn't going to be able to sleep by herself the rest of the night. I gently pulled back the blankets and laid down with her next to me.

  I didn't get much sleep that night. I got up slowly so not to wake Bella. I went downstairs. "Good morning son."  My mother said. "Good morning mother."  My mother comes and sits down next to me. "Son what is it?" I hand her my phone and show what Bella wrote me last me last night. "How does that make you feel son?" I look to the floor. "It still scare me a little mother, because a part of me so afraid she would resort back to try and commit suicide."

  She puts a hand on my shoulder. "What does your heart tell you son?" I turn and look at my mother. "To be there for her like I always have and to trust her." My mother smiles. An idea pops into my head. Fire season is over. I grab my phone from my mother and walk out on the deck.

  I wait for the phone to pick up. "Hello!" He said. "Hey, this Edward,  I need your help."I told him. "Sure Edward, what is it?"

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