MORE THAN I EVER HOPED Book Two

Bella gives Edward an option

                                   Bpov

   "You could do so much better then me Edward, I know what you must really think of all my scars on my body. You deserve someone one that's not all scar up, someone that doesn't have a past like mine. You deserve someone not broken." Edward dropped the phone. "Isabella Marie Swan, you're not broken. You just can't speak. And don't tell me I can do better when I have all I ever wanted sitting right here in front of me." Edward told as he gently placed both his on my face.

 I pulled one of his hand away and placed into my. Then took my other hand and pointed to him then to my heart. He just sat there, I kept trying to tell him he always had my heart since that first he found me in the meadow. I finally grabbed the phone and typed it.

  Edward Cullen I have to make a confession!" I showed him his phone.
Now he looked at me really confused. I took a deep breath. I had a crush on even before Tanya and I got into that argument and you found me that day. I know I have all these scars, I know I can't talk, but I'm still broken. Without you I would probably be dead. Yes I did break my promise, but this is so hard for me. I'm so scared that I'm slipping back into this dark place again and I don't want to be there. Before I didn't have nothing to fight for, but I do now, can you honestly say that you love me scars and all, your crazy ex chasing me, her brother trying to rape twice. Even Charlie tried. I don't know what Renee plans are, but can you deal with all that. If you can then I have something really to fight for the first time.

  I gave him the phone and I scooted myself back into the side of the bed as he read it. Now this was up to him it was his choice. This could end it all for me. Because if he didn't want me I was going to go to my uncle and aunts.

 I couldn't do this no more. I decided to scoot myself into the bathroom and shut the door.As much as I wanted to be in Edward arms I knew he had to make this decision on his own.

                                 Epov

   I ran my hand through my hair not knowing what to say or do. I knew I wanted to be with her but could I really handle what's happening around her. I just sat there. Thoughts running through my head. Then it hit me. This was real and I could really lose Bella, I just couldn't lose her. That wasn't an option. My heart belonged to her. Broken or not, I don't care she everything to me.

 I looked and she was gone. I saw the bathroom door shut. I got up and walked over to the bathroom door and knocked on it. I didn't hear anything. I slowly open the door and saw Bella sitting there on the floor.

  I walked over and sat next to her. "I don't know where to start. But I do know one thing that you mean everything to me Bella. Your scars they're only small things to me. It's who you are in here Bella." I place my hand over her heart. "It's what always what made me want to help you in the first place. You always were such a kind person, thoughtful and caring. You are beautiful on the inside as much as you are on the outside. I don't care about your past, well I do because I was a part of it, still am always will be. Because I want to be with you, I want to be the one to hold you in my arms every time you have a break down or a nightmare, be there when you need someone to talk the only way you know how. I'm sorry for hurting you Bella, but please next time come to me and tell me, not scare the crap out of me to where I'm in a panic."
I finally turned to look at her. She had tears falling from her eye's.
I gently put my hand on the side of her face and wipe some of the tears away.

 "It's not going to be perfect I know that Bella but I want to be with you no matter what comes along with it."

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