little - dream (1-5), bad (4-5)
cg's - sapnap, george
others - sam, antfrost, big!bad
based on the manhunt from 12/2/21, all platonic !! also yes sapnap has a comfort stuffie in this even if he's not a little :)
tw - yelling /nm, unspecified playful teasing a little (not for being little or anything), denying regression briefly, brief feelings of guilt about regressing, mention of pull ups, small stimming, bad is only small briefly at the end do y'all want more of them in this universe
————— | dreams pov | —————
I slammed my hands down on the desk.
"WHAT?! WHAT?!" I yelled loudly, groaning as the others continued celebrating.
After ending the recording I finally allowed myself to indulge in the fuzzy feeling that had been creeping up on me the entire session. I was supposed to tell my best friend and caregiver Sapnap when I felt small but had felt to guilty, interrupting an already overdue video when it was being made. An involuntary whine escaped my lips. Immediately the boys stopped making lighthearted jabs and jeers at me.
"You feelin small Dreamy?" Sapnap asked softly.
"Nuh uh" I pouted.
"There's nothing wrong with being little right now you muffin head" Bad stated.
He knew better then anyone that guilty feeling that came with being small around others; not wanting to be a bother and feeling like you don't deserve to be taken care of. He was a swap himself and was still getting used to having a caregiver himself. I let out another small whine.
"How old are ya buddy?" Sam questioned.
A moment of hesitation on my part.
"Dunno. Between"
"Headspaces or ages" Sap asked.
"Space. Gonna be smaller"
"Aww will we get to see our little baby tonight?" He cooed.
I giggled and nodded before realizing my face cam was on.
"Think so" I shifted uncomfortably, "Come help Sappy?"
"Of course baby!"
I giggled again and he left the call. I talked to the others while I waited for Sap to come, and it only took a moment luckily. The door opened and I stumbled off the chair and towards him. I almost fell but he was there to catch me as he cooed gently.
"Careful daydream! How 'bout we get you changed and then we can keep hanging out with them? That ok with you?"
I nodded and he picked me up carefully and brought me down to my playroom. Setting me on the bed he moved to the closet and grabbed my favorite pajamas, a custom fluffy green long sleeve with a smiley face pattern and green plaid bottoms, with black and white fuzzy socks.
"How old you feelin now bud?" He asked walking next to me.
I looked down and counted on my fingers... one... two... three? no that's not right. I held up two fingers and quietly stated, "half".
"Oh your so small baby! You comfy with wearing your pull ups? Don't want any accidents now do we?" I whined but nodded.
I appreciated that he always asked. He never made protection a rule because I wasn't always comfortable wearing it, even in baby space. When I asked him about it awhile ago he said he'd much rather clean up after me then make me feel icky about my coping mechanism. He's a good caregiver and I'm lucky I have him.
After changing me he picks me up again and brings over to the toy chest, letting me grab what I want for now. I pick out a rattle and a small lion blanket with a plush head, as well as a sensory toy that crinkled. My paci and favorite stuffie were already in my streaming room from the last time I slipped.
He put me down in the game chair and pulled a spare next to it for himself, giving me my comfort items and turning on my face cam. He stepped outside to get some blankets as I greeted the others.
"Hihi!" I giggled.
"Hi muffin!"
"Hey buddy!"
"Hello there! Aren't you so cute!"
I hid my face in my stuffie and let out a small head shame stim. My eyes widened when my hair fell in my face and I tried (unsuccessfully) to blow it out of the way. A laugh came from behind me and Sap reached over to brush it out of my eyes. He draped my favorite blanket over me and set on over his own lap.
I saw he had his own comfort stuffie, a bunny named Hoppy from when he was a little kid. I reached over to pet them gently. I liked Hoppy they were a pretty light brown that reminded me of toasted marshmallows, with a baby pink bow around their neck. Sometimes Sappy would let me play with them, and he always said he appreciated me not getting upset when he said no. But it's his comfort item and sometimes I'm the same way with my stuffie Poot!
Poot is a bear that reminded me of Winnie the Pooh! I love Poot.
"Do you guys want to watch a movie with us or something?" Sap asked, receiving all yes'.
I played with Poot as he set it up. My head snapped up when I heard the opening theme of The Little Mermaid. I stared at the screen intensely as my favorite movie started to play. When we got to the part where they were in the boat together a familiar sound made all of us look at the discord call.
Bad blushed deeply and put a hand over his mouth. He'd made a little brrr stim he only made when in little space.
"Ou sm'll?" I grinned happily.
He nodded shyly.
"Aww buddy" Sam cooed, "How old are you?"
"I'm 5!" Bad smiled lightly.
"So big! Do you wanna go get your gear?" George smiled back at him.
"Mhm!" He turned his camera off.
A few minutes later he turned it back on, now wearing an oversized red elmo shirt with black shorts and striped knee high socks. He had a chew necklace around his neck and his stuffed wolf in hand.
Once we were all settled again we continued on with the movie, smiles resting on our faces and sitting in comfortable silence.
————— | finish | —————
hi guys! sorry for how long the break was a lot happened. i'm still very stressed and i have finals tomorrow which is just delightful (/s). i'm going to try to post again but i'm still struggling a bit so i apologize for inconsistency. hopefully winter break will help.
like i mentioned a bit ago i told my friend sam about my little space, and i've also told my other friend since then. i plan on telling another soon. i'm also working up the courage to tell my girlfriend and if she reacts well ask her to be my cg :D
for todays question...
how our you guys spending the holidays if you celebrate any? or how did you celebrate Hanukah?
i personally celebrate Yule (as a Pagan) but I am in the broom closet so I'm not doing much. I've already decorated my altar and I'm still trying to get a yule log, and if i'm able to get the holly in time that'll be hung in my room :) i'm also going to be meeting up with my other witchy friends! we have one week im very excited !
anyways drink water, eat a snack, take a nap if you can and need. i love you all <3
