lost chemisty

Betrayal

Hiii guys!! It's me jazzy! Okay let me update you guys because your probably wondering where the heck I've been huh? Okay so a while ago my phone broke and I had to wait to get a new one.. We'll I got one but it's a piece of crap! So I have to wait until I get some money from my job I just got so i can buy my phone. But since I'm off of school today and don't have to be to work until 4 I decided to write a chapters for you guys. And believe me I've missed writing SOOOOO much. But enough chit chat here you go just for my favorite people:
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Recap:

Yes. Yes you are and my answer is of course I will. I say putting on a sarcastic smile and shaking my head like I'm understanding what's happening.

"So you absolutely agree with me?" He questions as he runs his fingers along the nape of my neck causing goosebumps to instantly rise.

"Y-yes I agree your so right." I shiver at the feel of his minty breathe on my face and my body reacts to how his chest is pressed up against my back.

Our eyes meet in the mirror. And he stares at me with so many emotions in one that I'm actually glad I'm sitting because if I wasn't I would be on this floor right now.

"Great, so you want to have this baby as much as I do right" he ask and I immediately nod my head up and down at his question. His voice is heavy and rough making me swoon from how much my ears are enjoying the sound coming g from out of his mouth. I swear he- wait a minute baby? I snap out of my trance.

"Baby what the heck are you-"

Suddenly my room door is flung open and I. Comes two people making out. Mhmm the boy seems oddly familiar. But I don't question anymore as to who it is once the girl moans the guys name.

" mhmm Alex."

Oh yea someone is getting cut tonight.
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As Alex and the girl stumble into my room sucking each others face off I recognize the dress that the girl is wearing. Aaron must have had the same thought as me before he grabbed me and pulled me into my closet.

"What the hell are you doing." I hiss at him as I train my eyes on Alex and the trap.
" Let's see if he comes to his senses or if he's really a cheater,I may not like the guy but don't jump to conclusions." I train my eyes on Aaron as I nod my head and take a deep breath before turning around.

"Mhmm babe your so hot." She whispers as she runs her hands up and down his body her eyes drinking him in as he moves to take his shirt off.
I ball my hands in a fist as I bite my tongue before I say something I'll regret.

"hmmm Ashley" he hums running his hands up and down her body leaving love bites on her neck and breasts." I felt bile in the back of my throat trying to come up. He knew exactly who she was ,he called her by her name.

Hot tears trickle down my face as Aaron's forest eyes turn dark and his jaw clenches. I can tell he want to go beat Alex and I have no doubt that he wasn't about to take that step to come out of the closet.(Ha if I wasn't so heart broken I would be laughing my ass off.) But I stop him my wrapping my arms around his waist and burying my head in his chest.
He freezes up at first at the contact I made but his hands soon come around my waist and he holds me as my shoulders shake and as I silently cry.

My own best friend, who've I been through hell and back with just betrayed me in the worst way possible.
Anger. Hot boiling anger has risen up in my as I snap my head up to Aaron. Furious is not even the word to describe.

"Aaron" I whisper to him tears still coming down but now not from saddens.
"Yes sweetheart?" He answers stroking my hair as his eyes look down at me but there isn't pity he understands. Making me want to smile at him but I couldn't find the strength to do so.

"Can I go beat her ass now?" I ask my fist already formed as my hands shake and my heart beats so loud I wouldn't be surprised if Alex and Ashley heard it even through the loud moans their making.

A smirk plays on his lips as he caresses my face and staring at me so intently it makes my knees weak.my eyes quickly look at his perfectly pink lips before i make my eyes look back up into his.

"I was wondering when you'll ask knock her dead sweetheart." He lowly murmurs as he places a single strand of hair behind my ears before he leans in. My breath catches in my throat as he gets closer. My eyes shutting on their own. But he doesn't kiss me, he only places a kiss on my forehead as he moves aside so I can go.

"I'll whoop his ass." He mutters as I come out before him but I does not register in my mind because all I see is red as Alex is slamming into my "best friend ."

When they put their clothes on I let myself be known.
"We'll Ashley jalen certainly looks a lot like Alex mhmm."
Their eyes widen and their bodies are frozen in shock. It's almost laughable. Almost.
I slowly walk over to Ashley and stand in front of her as I tilt my head.
She swallows and I can see her hands shaking. She scared, we'll she should be.

She knows I'm not usually a violent person and I'm honestly not. But this isn't just a random girl who just had sex with Alex it was my best friend and I can see it in her face that she knows it.
I then decide I'm not going to beat the pulp out of her but just her in a whole different way.
I walk over to my dresser and I don't even have to turn around to know that all three of them are looking at me very cautiously.

I've never behaved this way before.
I take the little stuffed lamb that Ashley and I got when we first met a preschool and the cheer necklace she had given me on my 13th birthday and without any emotion written on my face made my way back over to her.

"Here." I simply said her eyes watering up as soon as she saw the items.
I heard Aaron and Alex take a sharp breathe in. They knew that these two items symbolized our friendship.

When I was dating Aaron he once dropped the lamb into the toilet and I didn't talk to him for about 3 weeks for it.
And whenever Alex came over he knew he wasn't allowed to ever touch that lamb.

But that was in the past, where Ashley was my best friend not my enemy.
Wh-but-I-I'm sorry Amari please,please I'm sorry."

I let out a cold humorless laugh as I stare at the both of them.
"You disgusting me get out my my house,don't ever talk to me again, do deserve each other ." I say opening up my door as they shuffle out of my room. I slam the door and slide down and I sit on the floor.

What is a world when you can't even trust your best friend ?
Sliding down next to me I almost forgot that Aaron was here until he lifted his arm up and I curled up into his side.
"It's okay sweetheart I'm here."
And I smiled a real smile at that because I knew that his words were true.

But I couldn't help the thought that said "but for how long?"